guilty pleasure

you don't love him

"shit" I whisper out as I jump up off the hammock running to the bathroom

"faith?" I hear jj shout as I get inside the chateau

I run into the bathroom hovering over the toilet throwing my literal guts up, god I hate this fucking baby

I hear someone open the door to the chateau making me quickly wipe my mouth with tissue and flush the toilet when I feel someone stroke my back I look up to see kiara standing there

"you okay?" she whispers out as I nod

"I told jj to stay and I would check cause he was worried and I knew it would most likely make a lot of questions if jj saw u throwing up, that would be a massive hint of you being pregnant" she says as I let out a breathy laugh

"it's cute how he was worried" I say as she smiles

"yeah he cares allot about you which is weird he normally hates kooks" she says as I smile softly at the fact he cares

"hey kiara are we friends?" I say confused at why she is being nice if she hates me

"I would say more civil since your carrying my bestfriends baby" she says making me laugh with a nod

"do you guys have something to brush my teeth this tastes really disgusting" I say as she laughs nodding pulling out a packet of toothbrushes

"I bought the boys groceries the other day so you are lucky" she says passing me a new toothbrush and the toothpaste as I smile thankfully

"thank u kie" I say as she nods with a smile walking out as I wet the toothbrush put some toothpaste on and brush my teeth

I finished brushing my teeth and I went got dressed with kie and I was now just walking out to the kitchen to see jj jhon b and pope there

"you okay faith" pope says concerned as I nod

"yeah" I say with a smile as he nods unsure

"you coming with us on the boat?" jhon b says

"as much as I would love too I should go see theo" I say as jhon b nods

"I'll take you quickly" jj says as I nod with a smile and we walk outside getting on to his bike
I put my arms around his waist as he starts the bike up and looking back to me

"you on faye?" he says as I nod with a smile as he nods and we drive off to theo house

I was about to walk off when I feel jj grab my hand making me look back confused

"call me when you need picking up" he says as I nod with a smile

"yeah uh yeah thanks blondie" I say as he chuckles letting go of my hand and I walk off looking back one last time with a massive smile as he watches me before driving off

I knock on the door and I felt really nervous for some reason actually maybe not for some reason probably cause I'm carrying someone else's kid and now I have to be with Theo all day that's probably why

"hey" I say as he opens the door but he looks at me unimpressed

"what, what did I do?" I say as he sighs

"why was you with them all day yesterday" theo says as i furrow my eyebrows

"how do you even know that?" I say as he shakes his head

"all the kooks are talking about it" he says shrugging as I sigh

of course they are I seriously have no privacy soon enough everyone will know I'm pregnant