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You lean against the back of the door and just breathe for a moment. What the hell? Yeah. This is going to be trouble. What even was that? He is seriously so cute until he is just NOT at all cute. Is it cheating to go online and see if he's always like this? You decide not to go back to Ateez content and put a drama on to try and relax a little before going to sleep. Your phone pings, and you flip it over to see a message from Seonghwa.

(Mars)
It's not for cutesy fun. I won't let you look at others.

(Y/N)
Won't LET me, huh?

(Mars)
Okay. You can do whatever you want, just know I REALLY don't like it.

(Y/N)
Ah. And are you going to come by every time I do something that you don't like?


(Mars)
I'm not sure.

(Y/N)
I see.
So I guess I will just have to test the waters to see what will bring you down here?


(Mars)
. . .
OR - You could just invite me down and not torcher me

(Y/N)

Where's the fun in that?


(Mars)
I'm sure it would still be plenty of fun. 😈

(Y/N)
I'm sure, I'm sure.
But we can't have you getting into trouble.


(Mars)
You are trouble.

(Y/N)
I'm trouble??
I'm just sitting at my own home.
You're the one that keeps showing up!


(Mars)
Well, if you would just behave, then I wouldn't keep showing up!

(Y/N)
Guess I will never behave again.


(Mars)
😮‍💨

(Y/N)
😉

(Mars)
For your sake, I hope you don't mean that.

(Y/N)
Goodnight, Seonghwa.

(Mars)
You drive me crazy.

(Y/N)
😴

(Mars)
Goodnight, Y/N.

Now you really won't ever go to sleep. This is definitely going to be trouble. Especially since you will be all traveling together! At least you're both going to be super busy for the next few weeks. Maybe it will be okay. Once on tour, it shouldn't be a problem, because it's not like you'll see much of each other! You will be mostly with the other dancers and the trainees. He will be off being so busy that he won't have time. It will all be okay! You just have to survive the next few weeks of training, and then it will all work out!

You get under the covers and go back to your drama. It's one you've seen at least 6 times, so you don't bother actually paying attention. You lay there trying to figure out whether or not this is something you're willing to get into. What if it affects your job? Surely, they have some kind of contract against them dating! Most idols do, so it wouldn't be surprising. I'm sure the company wouldn't want to push down any allegations, should you get caught. It's so much to take in. This is not why you moved here! You came to better your career!

Maybe you're getting ahead of yourself. Yeah, you guys already slept together, but is that the same as wanting an actual relationship? It's probably just a physical thing. I'm sure they don't get to have the chance to have nights out like that, and I can't imagine that he ever expected to see you again, let alone in his building AND his workplace. You are definitely getting ahead of yourself. What if he is just being flirty without meaning anything by it? Surely, he wouldn't keep showing up on your doorstep if that was the case, though. You decide to try and sleep, knowing it won't come easy.

You dream of the night you had with Seonghwa. The reality mixed with a little fantasy.

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