By my side (XIUHAN FAN FICTION)

"I'm doing this for my mom"

The next morning I woke up sleeping next to Xiumin. I decided to sleep with Xiumin again because he was so upset yesterday and I felt that I should at least hug him until he fell asleep.

 I woke up with my arms still wrapped around Xiumin and with his face right in front of mine, he was honestly the cutest thing but when I noticed his dried tears and Xiumin's eyes all pink and swollen it made me kind of sad.

 I didn't want to wake him up but his body was so comfortable to hug, I just wanted to squeeze him. I then thought back to the other day when Xiumin confessed to me and said he loved me, he also kissed me on top of that!

 It did bring me back a bit but ever since he confessed I honestly can't get him out of my head. I then decide to close my eyes again and stay in that position for a while just cuddling Xiumin until I felt something soft pressing against my lips.

 As I open my eyes to see what the soft sensation was it was none other than Xiumin's lips being pressed against my own.

 I was shocked at first, not knowing what to do...I knew I had to do something but the last thing I wanted to do, was push him away.

 Xiumin just held that position for a long time doing nothing more with his lips pressed against mine. I then surprise him with sticking out my tongue out so it could go inside his mouth.

 I guess Xiumin got shocked by me suddenly adding tongue because I could feel him slightly flinch but he then got used to it as he put his tongue inside my mouth and we basically started making out on his bed.

 I put my hand underneath Xiumin's shirt, caressing his chest and Xiumin moaned in pleasure saying through a little moan "m-more."

 I couldn't believe it but I got an erection just by hearing him say that. I caress the back of his head, then moving my hand forward and moving some of the hair out of Xiumin's face.

 The morning sun beaming through the window was perfectly shining on Xiumin's face, he looked tired but yet so cute at the same time. His pale white skin glistened in the sun.

 I was now caressing Xiumin's soft chubby cheeks as I say in a smile "I love you Xiumin."

 I guess Xiumin was taken aback by me saying I loved him because he looked really shocked. He then asks me "y-you really like...someone like me?"

 I was confused on why he was asking this but nod as I say "yeah, you're an amazing person Xiumin and I've grown to love you...you're smart, funny, and you're so handsome when you're eating." I say in a smile, pinching his cheek which left in result of him giggling and playfully pushing my hand away from his face.

 "Xiumin...I know we've known each other for three months now which isn't that long but I really like you...will you, allow me to date you?" I ask hesitantly.

 Xiumin looked at me with a smile on his face as he nods eagerly meaning yes.

 He was so cute with how joyful and full of spirit he was, just by me asking to go out with him, I couldn't help but turn my body to get on top of him and kiss him on the lips.

 Once we got downstairs breakfast was on the table and we both started eating normally as I brought up conversation "Xiumin...do you remember anything from yesterday?" I ask, looking at him seriously.

 Xiumin looked at the ceiling, trying to remember back to yesterday until he shakes his head no and says "the...only thing I remember is what you said about my mom...being in a coma..." Xiumin says, looking down.

 "That's all you remember?" I ask him concerned.

 Xiumin thought back yet again and nods meaning yes as he asks "what, did something happen yesterday that I was supposed to remember?"