......."No one wants you. Your own parents even hate you. Why don't you do yourself and everyone else a favor and kill yourself!" Kat my old bully yelled at me. While pushing past me, her and her little mini me's tripped me. Considered I was the target to bully by the whole school everybody watching either walked off not caring or would come up to me and kick and punch me. Teacher's were a piece of shit and acted like this doesn't happen to me. I fucking hate life!! After that I ran to my favorite spot in the woods by my school. I can't take it anymore.... So I sat down by a tree put headphones in and jammed music. "do it" my inner demons were saying. I shouldn't though I've been a week clean... "DO IT! DO IT!!!! You know you want to". And they were right.... I got my blade out and started to cut and then........*Push*
Shit. I need to stop having these fucking flashbacks... Stupid idiots need to watch where they are going too. I stop where I'm walking and look at the new hell hole I'm going to. Yes hell hole I don't need to correct myself you all know where I'm at.
Sorry fuck I'm an idiot, I forgot to introduce myself to you. The names Rumor. I'll just tell ya a little about myself. I'm 16 almost 17 and I'm 5'3 (yes I'm short don't fucking judge me), I got red hair and blue eyes(pic of Rumor above), I'm obsessed with music. Some of my favorite bands are Sleeping with Sirens, Pierce the Veil, Black Veil Brides, Mayday Parade and like a gazillion more. I also have a wonderful family. Haahahaah...sorry it's just that's a bunch of shit, my parents are both alcoholics and angry ones too so they like to take it out on me. Ever since I was 5 that's when it all started and the bullying started in kindergarten. Ever since then I've been through hell and I started getting depressed in 3rd grade.... That's when the cutting started too. At first it was just baby cuts just to help forget everything. Then in 6th grade I tried to commit suicide, I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for my bestie, Carmen. She's the greatest I don't know what I would do without her. Sadly I moved and we don't see each other except for when we skype and text. Welp that's enough about me on to the bat mobile! Hehe sorry...
So like I said I moved. I moved from crowded, loud New York City to the sunshine state, Florida. I moved because my parents wanted to start "fresh", when in reality they just wanted to go somewhere where they can actually find jobs so they can get more alcohol. I fudging hate it already.... Don't get me wrong the beautiful weather with sunny skies is great and all but I'd rather be in N.Y.C with my only friend, Carmen. Gosh I miss that little turtle already. Yes I said little turtle that's the nickname I gave her I don't know why. So don't ask.
Back to where I'm at though. I'm at a new hell hole known as Palm Bay High School. Even though I may try not to care about what people think of me on the outside, on the inside I know I'm a piece of shit. So thought I would try to look half way decent. So I wore a black tank with a rose on it, ripped skinny jeans, black combat boots, a blue bow in my hair, with galaxy earrings, 5sos necklace and a anime bracelet and studded bracelet. I also wore a little eyeliner and mascara along with red lipstick cause why not(outfit above).
When I first got up to the school every one stared at me. I was trying so hard not to freak out. I could feel my anxiety getting worse and worse as I was getting close to the doors. As I was getting closer some asshole jocks started cat calling. Gosh why can't they fuck off.
" Heeeeeyy baby, you new.... I could show you around" One jock said while winking at me. Ew like god who the fudge do they think they are.
"Damn I'd tap that."
"She looks like she'd be good in bed!"
"I bet she's a dirty fucking slut."
The others jocks keep whispering shit. Gosh I can feel my eyes watering. No.. I need to stand up for myself. I could hear them still talking shit. So I finally turned around.
"Why don't you shut the fuck up. You manwhores, I bet you can't even please a girl with how tiny your dicks probably are!"
...Shit shit shit. Why did I do that. Everyone is staring and the jocks look mad. Fuck it I'm running to the office.
So I did exactly that. Once I got to the office I couldn't stop shaking.
"Umm eee-excuse me--eeee"
"Yes? Are you new?" the secretary asked
" Yea mm-yyy names Rrr-uumor, Rumor Sanders"
" Ahhh yes Miss.Sanders we have been expecting you. I'm Mrs.Hollaway. I'll just go and get your schedule."
While she did that I finally calmed myself down. I can't believe it, my first day and I already probably have jocks that want to hurt me. This fucking sucks! I was busy daydreaming when Mrs.Hollaway came back. So she kinda startled me.
"Here's your schedule. Also it has your locker number and combo. Have a good first day at Palm Bay High School."
"Thank you" I said quietly and kept my head down. She seemed too cheery but it also seemed genuine which is different than my old school.
SCHEDULE:
1st period: algebra 1 Mr.Mark
2nd period: world history Miss.Fran
3rd period:P.E. Mrs.Coon
4th period: lunch/study hall
5th period: English Mrs.Hale
6th period: Choir Mr.Evans
7th period: Chemistry Mr.Stump
8th period: free period
Ugggghhhh these all suck monkey butt, except at least I get a free period every other day. As I walked around trying to find my locker I bumped into someone and you'll never guess who it was. It was ANDY BIERSACK!!!! Just kidding I only wish it was. Insert sad face. Anyway it was actually a girl who seemed like she was pretty cool. But I freaked.
"Shit sorry!!! Oh my gosh I'm really really sorry I wasn't looking and"
Then she cut me off.
"No no it's cool. Was my fault for not looking." She said with a smile.
"Hey you're the new girl right? That told off those jocks?"
"Y-yyyea um that's me. I'm rumor" i said shyly.
"Rumor...hmmm... that's a kickass name! I'm Sky. Hey let me see your schedule"
So I gave it to her. As she was looking I couldn't help but look at her more carefully. I'm not creepy at all psh whaaaat 0.o .She had a black butler shirt on along with simple back shorts and white dirty converse. She was pale, with long, straight blue hair. She also had really pretty blue eyes(pic above). All in all she was gorgeous. I envied her and I didn't even know her.
"Looks like we have the same classes except for English and choir. Come on I'll show you to your locker then we will go to class"
"o-o-o-okk" gosh damn it I need to stop stuttering.
Sky laughed and grabbed my hand so she could take me to my locker. Maybe this school won't be so bad. I mean I did meet a new friend unless she's secretly plotting to ruin me. That usually is what happens. I better not get to close to anyone... I don't want to get hurt anymore.
Authors note:
This is my first story and I know it may suck. But I'm gonna try. Please though if you have any suggestions let me know. Just don't be an ass if you think this story sucks. Cause if you think so then don't read it. But yea thank you and hopefully you give this story a chance. Please comment and vote. THANK YOU!
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