The Broken Girl and Bad Boy

Chapter 6

A/N:
Listen to song above. It's one of my favorites to listen to when I'm upset. It's lullaby by Nickelback. anyway on with the chapter I hope you enjoy!
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"What? I don't know what you're talking about." I tried acting clueless even though I knew exactly what he was talking about.
"Cut the bullshit Rumor! What the hell has been going on the past two weeks?! You can't fucking hide it from me anymore because I know something is going on." His eyes were hard. I flinched at his raised voice. His eyes immediately softened at that.
"I-II-I can't ss-a-ayy." And with that I burst into tears. I fell to the ground sobbing uncontrollably. Xavier sat on the floor cradling me back and forth.
"Shush Princess. It's alright. I'm here now. Don't worry." He cooed in my ear.
After an hour of me just crying. Xavier still tried getting me to tell him what was going on.
"You don't understand Xavier I just can't. I can't tell anyone." I looked down at my lap.
"Why not Princess?"
"Because every time I go to trust someone I'm pushed around and judged. And I'm tired of it." A few tears decided to escape my eyes again.
"I'm going to do whatever it takes for you to trust me. And I won't break it. " He looked determined. For some odd reason though...I believed him.
"First though we need to get to know each other." He softly smiled at me.
"Something like 20 questions?"
"Yep. I'll even start. Favorite color? Mine's is grey."
"I like blue and black. What's your favorite band? I love Black Veil Brides."
"Nice choice..."He winked at me which I lightly giggled at "...I love nickelback. That was my mom and I's favorite." He smiled while looking at the ground but I saw sadness in his eyes.
"Anyway, favorite movie?"
This went on forever and it ended in me making him watch Doctor Who since he has never watched. He said it was a stupid nerd show. After 2 seasons I proved that asshole wrong.
"THAT WAS AMAZING!"
"I think I deserve an apology." I smirked at him. He slowly looked up at me.
"UGHHHH! But I don't wanna." He pouted and whined like a two year old.
"You better or I'll slap you."
"Try me Princess." So I did... but not hard I just lightly tapped his face.
"Oh Rumor your to nice... Well it's almost midnight so I should go. Get some rest, sweetheart." He kissed my forehead. I started blushing really hard.
"Aaaawww little Rumor is blushing. Cute." I stuck my tongue at him.
"Shut up..." I covered my face with a blanket. So he got on top off me and took the blanket off my face.
"Don't" That's all he said. What the hell.
"What do you mean don't?"
"Don't...don't hide that beautiful face from me." His voice got deep and husky.
"I-II-I am n-noot beautiful at a-aal-ll." I was blushing even harder. I looked down and he grabbed my face and looked me straight in the eyes.
"Bullshit Princess." He leaned in to kiss me and to my surprise I started to lean in too. I could feel his hot breath on me. Right as we were about to kiss.... The damn phone rang. We backed away and just looked at each other.
"You gonna answer that Princess?" he scratched the back of his neck awkwardly.
"R-rr-right." I looked and saw it was my mom.
R: H-hello?
M: Don't start your stupid stuttering whore. I just wanted to say that your low-life of a father cheated on me. Great right? Well when we get back we are divorcing and you get to stay with your dad.
R: w-wait what??!
M: You heard me slut. Or are you to slow? Well I'm done wasting my time talking to you.
And that was it she hung up. Even without saying goodbye or I love you. Haha who am I kidding she would never do that. I tried soaking in this new information. Divorce? I have to stay with dad?!?!!?! Shit no please. My dad is worse when it comes to beatings. I don't think I'll be able to handle that. With that being said I burst into tears.
"Woah Rumor! What's wrong? Who was that on the phone?" he cradled me while I cried.
"Just my mom. D-ddd-o-on't wo-ooo-rry about i-i-iit." I sniffled.
"You should go. I'm really tired so I'm just going to go to bed." I looked at the ground. I couldn't make eye contact knowing I would probably make him stay.
"Are you sure?" I only nodded.
"Okay Ru. I'll see you tomorrow maybe?" He hugged me while waiting for an answer.
" Umm sure I'll think about it." He kissed my head before letting himself out.
With that I fell to the floor crying again. I can't and I don't want to stay with my dad. I went to the bathroom and grabbed my blade. Here's to a shitty life. SLASH. Here's to being a shitty, worthless human being. SLASH. And here's to everything else. With that I made 5 more cuts.
'FEW WEEKS LATER'
A few weeks have passed and I have once again ignored everyone. I stayed in the house well except for school. I haven't eaten in weeks. Wow I sound like someone stranded on an island. Not the point though I'm done with it all. With my parents and everything online. Oh yeah I should probably explain what happened.
ONE WEEK AGO
I was just sitting online watching the Jurassic Park trilogy. I just finished a conversation too with Xavier. Gosh I can't get him out of my mind.
I started thinking about him again when I heard a ping on my computer. I looked and saw I was tagged in something on twitter. I clicked to see what it was.
What I saw was not what I was suspecting. Someone somehow photo shopped a picture of me and a guy at school doing the um... yea know frickle frackle. WHAT?!!??! I looked to see who posted it...Amber. THAT BITCH!! Then out of no were people were retweeting and instagraming this. Then I looked at the comments.
WHORE
WHAT A SLUT
ISN'T THAT KYLE? THAT GIRL IS SUCH A BITCH
With that I burst into tears. Next thing you know people are tweeting me to kill myself. On Instagram pictures I get comments like, 'Go cut yourself emo whore!" What did I do to deserve this!
About two minutes later I hear my doctor who theme song ringtone go off. It's Xavier I know already. Gosh he probably hates me now thinking I'm a whore! Why me I just want a normal fucking life.
I go an answer anyway prepared for the rejection he was probably going to throw at me.
X: RUMOR?! Are you ok? I saw what they are posting. I know it's complete BS.
Wait what? He knew it was fake.
R: Wait you knew it was fake?
X: of course I did Rumor.
R: how??
X: Well first off I know you would never do something like that and second that's the fucking worst photo shop I have ever seen. Do I need to come over?
R:yes please
X: I'll be there in five, Princess.
With he hung up. He got there in five just like he said. We watched doctor who and a shit load of movies. We cuddled and gosh I couldn't ask for a better comfort.
PRESENT DAY
So that's what happened but since then the cyberbullying got worse. I was going to skip school today but decided to go, since my parents are on their way back. I got ready quickly. I just put black sweatpants on and a dan and phil shirt. I threw my hair up in a bun and just applied a little mascara and chapstick. Deciding I had no energy to put contacts in I just put my glasses on. I grabbed black toms and headed out. I texted the gang telling them I was feeling better and going to school today. Which they replied back with miss you's and meet you out front.
Once to school I got bombarded with hugs from the gang.
"Where have you been? You never answer us and we've missed you soooo fudging much!"
I looked over at sky. "Sorry like I said I was sick and didn't have much motivation to text." I looked at both of them apologetically.
"What about online the bullying still bad?" this time is was Jordan to ask. Of course they all knew about the bullying. They all knew right away it wasn't me like Xavier. Xavier... can't stop thinking about him. His eyes, his tattoos , his... then Sky started snapping her fingers at me.
"What sorry spaced off. The bullying is same but don't worry I don't care." I gave them the biggest smile I could.
"Well we are here if you need us ya know?"
"Yes Jordan I know. Hey I need to head to my locker. See you all at lunch?"
"Of course shortie see ya!" I scowled at leda who just smirked at me. With a chorus of byes I headed to my locker. I was halfway there when I was stopped by Amber and her posse.
"Looks like you still haven't killed yourself. How sad guess I need to try harder don't I." I just looked done and next thing I know I'm being picked up by jocks getting took to the back of the school outside. There was no use screaming or asking for help considering everyone was in class already. Once out I was petrified.
"Now let's get started." One smirked. I'm in deep shit. And one at a time they all started beating me. What felt like forever I finally heard a familiar voice.
"What the hell are you doing?!!?!?? Leave her the fuck alone!"
I look up and see a fuming Xavier. Next thing I know he's beating all the guys to a pulp. He started to make one guy unconscious so I had to step in.
"XAVIER! STOP! That's enough!"
He stopped and looked at me and could see fear in my eyes. He just nodded and went to take my hand. Which I unvolenteerily flinched at. He sighed and grabbed it. We went to a one person bathroom. He started to clean off my cuts and everything.
"I'm so sorry." He bowed his head and said it to where I could almost not hear it.
"Xavier you have nothing to say sorry about!"
" No! I should have been there sooner and you would of never of gotten hurt!"
"Hey look at me! If you weren't there I would of either been unconscious or dead even. So thank you." I kissed his cheek. Which he blushed at.
"Woah did the big bad Xavier just blush??!"
"What the hell I.. I do not blush. I'm a man!" I giggled at that.
"Come on we got to go to class."

Throughout the day I just the constant name calling. And if that didn't seem like enough I got pushed into lockers about 15 times. Yes I counted. But now I can't handle it anymore. I skipped lunch to go home.
Once there I saw my parents weren't home yet. I got up to my room and wrote a note for my parents... not like they would care anyway. Then I made the big move to call the gang. Looking at the time I saw they would still be at lunch. I dialed Sky and she answered on the first ring.
S: Yo! Rumor where you at?
R: hey um can you just put the phone on speaker so I can talk to you both.
S: yea.. Jor it's rumor.
S&J: Hey Rumor
J: hey where you at we are all worried?
R: um I'm home and just listen ok. In this short time I've grown close to you two. But I haven't told you everything about me. I just wanted to say bye and I love you guys a lot. Thanks for being there for me. Bye.
As I went to end it all I heard was my friends panicking and asking what's going on. I then called Carmen who didn't answer but I left a long ass voicemail. Now time for Xavier. He picked up right away.
X: Rumor what's going on? Your friends are freaking out we are all on our way.
R: DON'T! Just now that I loved you so much... a-a-ass a friend of course (bull shit) but I can't take it anymore. Thanks for always being there for me. Bye
X: RUMOR DON'T YOU DARE HANG UP! KE-
I hung up.
I went to my bathroom and grabbed a handful of pills. It's time now. I swallowed the pills. Not even a minute later I fell to the ground. I could already feel myself going in and out of consciousness. As soon as I thought I was a goner.. I heard Xavier's, Jordan's and sky's voices.
Bye is all I thought before darkness took over.
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A/N:
I hope you enjoyed this chapter. I had to write it quick so I could publish it quickly. So sorry if it sucks. But please follow, vote and comment! THANXS<3