The Broken Girl and Bad Boy

Chapter 11

A/n: well before u read this chapter I have realized how hard it is to have a lot of ppl in the story and to write everything they say so I decided to take out rumors friends except for Carman, Jordan and sky.
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It's been almost 3 weeks since X told me about his dad and everything. And no matter where I go I feel like I'm being watched I hate it. I've made the stupid decision of ignoring everyone again. I just feel like i make everyone miserable and bring them down. Amber's bullying has gotten worse. Along with the jocks who had beat me up before. X and sky both try and talk to me but they kinda have a hard time finding me. How so? Well I find a hiding spot in the school that's completely empty it's great but not great. Cause while I'm there alone my bad thoughts go into overdrive.
  Sometimes I'll hear X call for me but he can't see where I'm at. Then after he's gone all I can do is cry. I'm such a awful person and so tired of life.
  My dad has also been worse. My beatings are getting harder to cover up. Which causes me to hide my face even more. Not like it's that's great of a face anyway.
I skipped school for a few days though. Dad found out and beat me senseless so I'm going today. I took a shower last night so today I just put my makeup on to cover the bruises and cuts and did my hair. I decided to just wear a plain black top, black skinny jeans, my pikachu hoodie, black high top sneakers, couple chokers and a red beanie. Ta-da and I still look like shit.
Once to school I quickly went to my locker. I was trying to open it quick when I felt a presence behind me. Obviously used to it I thought it was the stupid jocks.
"Listen if you wanna beat me. Wait till I've got my shit put away at least."
"Rumor I don't know what the fuck you're talking about. But I guess you better start now."
"B-bb-bear?" My voice quivered. I didn't.. Actually couldn't turn around I just couldn't face him.
"Ru please turn around." I shook my head then felt him grab my hand and guide me from my locker.
"Bea- I mean Xavier I can't talk just let me go." I felt a breeze and realized we were outside close to the bleachers. He hasn't said a word until we reached the bleachers. We sat down.
"Ru what's going on why have you been ignoring everyone again? You know how hard it is not knowing how you are and if you are ok?!!"
I stayed quiet and felt him grab my chin to look at him. Sucked for me cause I flinched. That's where dad punched me last night. Finally looking at him he gasped.
"Oh shit Ru! Why...... Why didn't you tell me?! Why didn't you come for help I would of helped you?"
He had watery eyes and I just burst into tears. I didn't want to say anything.
"I couldn't I just couldn't... I had to keep everyone out of it." I put my head down.
"You shouldn't do that. I can help you. I'll face your dad for you! I can't let him do this to you!!" I cowered into a ball and cried. I felt Xavier pick me up.
"I can't let anyone know though! Where would I go if the police found out and took him!?" I stared at him tears streaming down my face. Then all seriousness he said,
"Me. You can stay with me. Ru I'd have no problem with it! It's just me anyway... And.. And I need to watch over you with my dad ya know... Coming after you." He looked down ashamed about the last part. I pulled his head up.
"I couldn't do that to you X. I'd just be a nuisance." I smiled softly
"No.. Ru I'm not taking no for an answer. I'm taking you home with me, today. We can go get your stuff." He was so determined. I was ready to object when he interrupted me.
"I have a extra room! Ru I can't let him hurt you anymore.... I have to be there for you and protect you. I need you to let me in. Please stay with me." He held my hands in his and before I knew what I was doing...
"Yes"
He looked up smiling brightly and hugged me. I giggled at him.
----ride to my house----
"Now my dad shouldn't be home but who knows... I have a bad feeling he is." I twiddled my fingers feeling queasy. I felt bear grab my hands. I look over and he smiled gently.
"Don't worry princess I'll be here with you the whole time." I nodded my head not able to speak. Finally pulling in I saw my dads car wasn't here thankfully. We went in and straight to my room. I was packing my clothes and anything essential. When I turned around he was taking down my movie and band posters.
"What are you doing?" I looked at him curiously.
"Your going to want to decorate your room at my house am I right Princess?" He smirked. I blushed a little and nodded.
Finishing up grabbing what I needed..I heard it.
"Shit"
"What's wrong Ru?"
"My dad's home." I mumbled too scared to move.
"Do you have a back door?" I looked at him then realized what he was saying. I nodded quickly and we grabbed my stuff and ran to the back.  I could hear my dad opening the door just as we closed the back door.
  We ran to the car and threw my stuff in. We both were getting in the car when before. I closed my door I felt someone pull me out by my hair. Holding me up by my hair he made me look straight into his eyes.
"where the fuck do you think you're going bitch?!" He spat angrily. Tears were streaming down my face before I could respond Xavier spoke up.
"Put her down you bastard."
I couldn't see him but he sounded extremely pissed.
"Who the hell are you?!"
"I'm your daughters boyfriend. Now I'd be happy if you put her down!" Wait what?! Did he just say boyfriend?!
"Or what? You going to hurt me? You're nothing but a pussy!" He spit with venom in his voice. Then my dad grabbed my throat.
"Ss--too--p" I tried saying
"She's not going anywhere with you!"
"Well she sure as hell ain't staying with some psycho ass like you!" Then X punched him
" I *punch* swear if*punch* you*punch* ever *punch* lay *punch* a hand *punch* on her *punch* I'll kill you!" He continued to beat him. Scared I almost didn't know what to do. But I had to stop him.
"BEAR! Enough you're gonna kill him please. Let's just go." I grabbed him and he stopped. His eyes softened.
"I'm sorry Ru."
"It's fine let's just go please." I begged him. Surprisingly my dad was still conscious. He was coughing. I don't know why but.. I felt bad. I sound crazy but he's still my dad.
We hoped in the car and drove to Xavier's house.
"Ru I'm so sorry again I was going to far... Just... Just when I saw his hands on you I got so angry.. I just lost control I guess."
"It's fine." I stayed quiet
"It's not! And i know you aren't. You've been through so much and I was making it worse." He punched the wheel. We were at a stop light so I quickly gave him a hug.
"Thank you." I whispered
"Ww--hat for?"
"You saved me... I know it went too far but you were still able to get me out of there and for that I thank you." He seemed to relax at that.
"I guarantee you once at my house. I'm gonna treat you like a princess. No more cleaning, cooking meals.
It's time you took a break." He looked over and smiled. Even though I wanted to object I knew for now not to argue about it. I just nodded and the rest of the ride was silent except for the soft hum of the radio.
:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;NEXT DAY;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:;

Last night I had went straight to the room I was staying and fell asleep. I guess bear brought my stuff in while I was asleep.
Deciding to take a relaxing shower I got up and grabbed what I needed.
I saw a towel on the sink with a note
'Thought you may need this. Take a shower and come downstairs ;)
From Your Bear'
I smiled at that. Turning on the shower i waited for it to get warm. So I ran back to my room which was thankfully conjoined to the bathroom and looked for my speakers. Finding them I took them to the bathroom and plugged my phone into them and put my phone on shuffle. Stripping out of my clothes and getting into the shower my favorite song came on.
"I wish I found some better sounds no one's ever heard,
I wish I had a better voice that sang some better words,
I wish I found some chords in an order that is new,
I wish I didn't have to rhyme every time I sang,
I was told when I get older all my fears would shrink,
But now I'm insecure and I care what people think.
My name's 'Blurryface' and I care what you think.
My name's 'Blurryface' and I care what you think!" Blurting out the lyrics I continued to get clean.
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Finally done with my shower I got out and put my underwear and bra on. I blowed dried my hair and put my glasses on. Deciding not to get dressed like I usually do I just but sleep shorts on and my black veil brides sweatshirt on. Walking downstairs I smelled bacon and waffles. It's weird. I always hate eating and I don't want to. But I told bear I would for him. I just won't eat a lot.
Walking down I busted out laughing instantly. X was wearing a hello kitty apron while dancing around with a whisk singing flawless. A horrified Bear then turned around.
"Um... Um what you saw was just a dream it didn't happen"
"Oh does the big bad boy afraid to admit he was singing Beyoncé." I cooed. He glared at me.
"Psh Whhhat?! Me singing Beyoncé?? I think you delusional." He scoffed
"Mhmmm suuurrreee." I continued to smile at him creepily.
"Stop smiling like that it's creepy." I could tell he was about to crack and having a weird sense of confidence I walked over to him. I sat on the counter in front of him that was clean and wrapped my arms around his neck. His eyes widened and he gulped. I kissed his neck up to his ear. Then whispered
"Admit it"
"I--iii don't know w-what your talking about." He stuttered out. I continued to kiss his neck going towards his mouth.
"Do it." He shivered
About to kiss him he finally yells
"Fine! I Xavier Blackwood admit I was singing 'Flawless' by the queen herself Beyoncé!" I smirked
"See was that so hard."
He flipped me off and I laughed and for some reason couldn't stop laughing which then caused him to stop and stare. He just started smiling. I stopped.
"What?" I looked down shyly
"Nothing just.. You should laugh more. It's cute." I blushed and he winked at me.
"Bon appetite!" And he sat down a plate with half a waffle and one piece of bacon.
"I know you won't eat a lot so I didn't put much on it." He smiled
"Thanks bear... For everything I really appreciate it." He just smiled softly
"Anything for my princess" I blushed and he just chuckled. He grabbed himself a plate and piled on two waffles and 6 pieces of bacon. Then sat down next to me. I just stared at him with my mouth open.
"Close your mouth you'll catch flies."
He smirked
"You are actually gonna eat all that?!" I was amazed
"You calling me fat?" He faked offended
"Of course not! Just I've never seen someone eat so much."
"I'm a growing boy. What do you expect!" He then flexed his muscles. I rolled my eyes.
"Whatever you say Bear."
I may just be able to get used to it here.
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A/N: well would you look at that I finally updated! Hehe sorry it took so long I have no excuses really but at least i finally updated right?anywhore please comment, vote and follow me! It would be greatly appreciated. And until next chapter ya nerds \(^_^)/