The Broken Girl and Bad Boy

Chapter 7

A/N:
Picture up top is Carmen. And song is the divine zero by Pierce the Veil, it's their new single so if you haven't heard it you should. It's fucking amazeballs. Also sorry chapter is short but I hope you still enjoy it. ^_^
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BEEP BEEP BEEP
I woke up to the most annoying fucking beeping ever. My heads pounding. Wait I'm alive I could of sworn I was dying. I slowly opened my eyes and was blinded by white everywhere. Once my eyes adjusted I looked around to see the gang sleeping. Then on my right side a sleeping Xavier and on my left....Carmen?!?!?! Looking around one more time I busted out crying. I immediately was hugged.
"Shhh babygirl it's ok. You're ok now. I got ya." It was Carmen.
"I-ii'm so-o-o fucking s-or-rr-yy."
"It's alright all the matters is you're alive."
She let go finally and I looked up at her.
"I missed you so much." I hugged her again. Once I let go I looked at everyone and they all had tears in their eyes even Xavier. Did they really care about me that much? I must of caused them so much trouble. I looked at them all with teary eyes.
"I'm so so sorry guys. I didn't mean to cause trouble I just couldn't take it anymore."
"Take what anymore sweetie? The bullying?" it was Sky that asked. I looked at Carmen she gave me the look that I should tell them. She obviously already knew everything.
"I-II can't say yet. Please I will tell you guys when I'm ready." I looked at them apologetically. They just shooked their heads knowing not to push it. Xavier was getting ready to say something when the doctor walked in.
"Hello Rumor, I'm Dr.Murphy. I see you're awake how you feeling?" he asked very sincerely.
"W-ww-well m-mm-yy head kinda hurts." I looked down and couldn't help but feel nervous. I hated hospitals.
"Understandable. You hit you head after passing out and you've been asleep for three days." THREE DAYS?!?! Clearly seeing the shock on my face he continued.
"Yes three days. I understand you probably don't want to talk about what happen, but I do recommend seeing a therapist." I ignored his suggestion. There is no way in hell I'm going to a stupid, nosy fucking therapist.
"When can I leave?"
"Well if your friends will give me a minute I'd just like to do a quick check-up then you can go." I don't know why but I felt like I was going to freak out if I was alone with him. So I look frantic and quickly Carmen said she wanted to stay. Which calmed me down automatically.
"Thank you." I whispered to her. She only nodded and smiled.
I looked at Xavier and he looked.. hurt? Why? Is it because I didn't ask him to stay? Gosh I'm confused. Once everyone left. The doctor quickly finished up and had me sign papers so I could leave. Once out of the hospital I was quickly grabbed into a group hug.
"G-g-guuys can't br-ee-ea-athe." I wheezed out. Which they quickly let go and said sorry. I looked at them all and could tell they wanted answers still.
"Soon guys I promise." I smiled softly. They all smiled sadly but nodded.
"Carmen could you---"
"Wait I'll take you. Please let me." Xavier cut me off. He wanted to take me? I could tell by his eyes he was really begging me to let him do it.I sighed.
"Fine. Carmen you can go with Sky and Jordan till I'm home." I gave her the look that it may be a while. She understood though.
"Um yea okay. Shall we go then?"
They nodded at her and left. I looked at Xavier.
"I want to take you somewhere."
"I kinda figured that." I smiled at him. We walked over to his motorcycle and I grabbed a helmet. He raised an eyebrow at me.
"You aren't scared?"
"Hell nah." I smirked at him. He just shook his head and chuckled a bit.
Once we were both on we rode off immediately. It took about 30 minutes to get where he wanted to go. Once off I looked and saw we were by the woods.
"You planning on murdering me?"
"Psh yeah right. Now follow me." I was hesitant at first but he grabbed my hand and we started walking. We walked a good 5 minutes before we came to a big ass rock. He let go of my hand and climbed on it and sat down. I looked at him weirdly and he just patted next to him so I got up and sat next to him. We sat for a while in a comfortable silence. He broke it though all the sudden with..
"What the hell happened to your wrists?" I looked away ashamed of myself. He gently grabbed my chin.
"Please Princess.... I need to know what's going. Tell me everything." I sighed knowing there was no way out of this and I.... I trusted him.
"Please just promise me once I tell you everything you won't hate or leave me." I whispered barely audible. I looked at him with teary eyes. He kissed my forehead and whispered to me.
"Never Princess. I'll always be here for you. And could never possibly hate you."
Taking a deep breathe I started telling him everything.
"It started when I was in kindergarten. For some reason I was always treated differently because I was smart. Which is fucking retarded. But for that I was bullied but just verbally. I hated myself. In middle school it got worst my style and music changed. So unfortunately that was frowned upon. The Queen Bee of my school took it upon herself to make my life a living hell." I stopped for a second to look at him. I was shaking. He grabbed my hand and nodded his head. I continued on.
"She and her little group would beat me. Most of the time though she would get other people to do it so she didn't get her hands dirty. She eventually turned everyone against me. Except for Carmen obviously. I became the schools punching bag. I had started cutting when I was 8. I attempted suicide three times now." I didn't realize I was crying till I felt Xavier cradle me and telling me it's ok. I stopped him and looked up. With red puffy eyes.
"You don't need to go on I understand it's ---"
"No no I want to." He looked at me sadly but only nodded slightly.
"My cutting and suicidal thoughts got worse though when in fourth grade my parents.... My parents started psychically abusing me. They started abusing me verbally and treating me like their slave when I was only 5. It got worse as I got older. By the time I was 11 I was their punching bag and slave. I don't know why they are doing it. But i-ii-I feel like I deserve it." I started sobbing uncontrollably at that point. Xavier grabbed my face and looked me straight in the eyes,
"Rumor I swear to god that somebody like you doesn't deserve any this shit you're going through. You're perfect and amazing. You're crazy in a good way and are absolutely beautiful. That's why you only deserve the best. Which is why I will do anything to protect you from now on. Okay Princess?" I just nodded in awe. He kissed my forehead and held me close as I cried.
"Is that why you flinch so much and why you would ignore everyone for weeks?"
"Y-y-yyess. I'm sorry I just... I just couldn't let anyone know."
I got out of his arms and climbed off the rock.
"I just always have this feeling people will leave me when they know. O-oo-or torment me. I already feel worthless enough. I can't take anymore rejection."
He came over to me.
"Princess.... You are far from worthless. You are the most amazing, beautiful, and strongest person I know. I will do everything I can to make you believe that." We looked into each other's eyes. He started to lean in and I tried get on my tip toes. Damn my shortness. I felt his breathe on my mouth and then his lips were on mine.
Our mouths moved together in sync. I swear I felt sparks. My stomach felt like there was a zoo inside. This was my first kiss. And it was amazing. After 30 seconds we broke apart. He rested his forehead on mine.
"That was perfect." He smiled. I started blushing. Which made him smirk.
"Yea... yea it was." I smiled.
"You have no idea how long I've been waiting to do that." He looked up and saw it was getting dark.
"Come on I better take you home." Before we got back on his bike I went to text Carmen what happened. Which she replied he's a keeper and she approves. She was also going to stay at Sky's. Which was of course okay with me.
"Come on, hurry Princess." I hopped on his bike and headed to my house.

Once we got home I saw that my parent's car was there. All the lights were off though. I was shaking I didn't want to go back. Xavier held me to keep me calm. I felt something I haven't felt in a long time...safe. Safe, I forgot what that felt like.
"Here I'll help you sneak up to your window." I looked at him like he was crazy. But I knew it was the safest way back to my room. I started climbing the tree next to the house. I felt Xavier staring at my butt. I looked down at him.
"No bad Xavier. Stop looking at my ass." I scowled at him. He tried hard not to laugh.
"Sorry Princess hard not to stare at such a sexy ass." He winked. Unbelievable. Once I got to my window I opened it and hopped into my room. Next thing I know I felt a pair of arms around my waist. Xavier then laid his head on my shoulder. I sighed in content. Then I just had to fucking yawn.
"Tired princess?" he chuckled. I just mhmmed and my eyes got droopy.
"You're so cute." He kissed my nose and carried me to bed.
"Goodbye and good night Ru."
"Wait Bear... stay with me?"
"Ok Princess." He stripped down to his boxers. Which I blushed at but hey he has to be comfortable. He got in bed next to me and started spooning me. As we both got comfortable he broke the silence.
"Wait did you just call me bear?" I could hear him smiling.
"Mmhmm. You have a nickname for me so it's only fair I give you one." I mumbled tiredly.
"Bear though?.... I like it. Night Princess."
"You better. Night......Bear."
With that we both dozed off to sleep. And I was able to dream peacefully for the first in a long time. Thank you Bear.
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