Just Give Me A Chance [Jenlisa FF]

Ch. 20

Chapter 20

Lisa drove to New York so she could drop Rosé first. When she pulled up the car in front of Jennie's house, she was nervous.

"Thank you for dropping me off."

"Yes. It is kind of a habit it seems."

They were inside her car just staring at each other. Both were hypnotized by the other eyes with everything seeming quite around them. Lisa touched one free lock of Jennie's hair and put it behind her ear, touching her face. Jennie was trembling.

"Jennie, you are shaking. Are you afraid of me? I won't hurt you."

Jennie was entranced by her big brown eyes. They seemed to know who she was. Jennie gave a small smile... and almost combusted when Lisa kissed her. Lisa's lips were tentative and uncertain, but when Jennie kissed her back, she deepened the kiss and she responded with vigor. Lisa's tongue ravishing her mouth was the fire bringing to life every sense she fought so hard to conceal from herself. Somewhere in her brain, a voice was screaming about the danger, talking about a promise, but she needed it. She needed to feel. Just this once.

Lisa was on fire. This woman was able to make her feel as hot lava, boiling. She had so much experience, but right now she was feeling like a schoolgirl with her first girlfriend. Lisa knew she loved Jennie. She was innocence. She was sweet. She was fire. She was her. That was the difference, this feeling within made everything more... human... she was not a beast seeking physical release anymore, but a woman. A woman in love.

Jennie moaned and whimpered against her mouth and she growled. It was the sign Lisa needed to break the delicious contact before she'd do something to regret.

Jennie whimpered again due to the lack of contact. She was breathing heavily from the kiss. For a moment she kept her eyes shut, ashamed of looking at Lisa. Lisa could feel her eyes welling up while looking at Jennie. She was magnificent with her full lips from their kiss and her hazel eyes.

"Jennie."

She opened her eyes and they were still fog with passion.

"Lisa. I... I..."

Jennie was embarrassed. She didn't know what to say because she didn't have too much experience in this kind of situation. She only dated Brendan and it was only one month almost ten years ago. She never had a boyfriend, and Brendan was much more about sex, which she knew a lot, than normalcy.

"Do you want to go inside?"

"No."

Jennie's eyes welled up. *Why men keep rejecting me? *

"I... I... sorry. I just thought you wan... uh... never mind."

Lisa looked at her. Jennie was hurt... Lisa had hurt her when she said no.

*Oh, Jennie*

Jennie got out of the car and was walking to the door of her house, when Lisa caught her arm and made Jennie turn to her.

"Jennie, wait!"

"What? Now you want to explain to me..."

Jennie breathed hard and tried to control herself.

"... why don't you want me?"

"Jennie. I... I... want you, but I think... thought that we should go slow. If I go in there, I don't think I can control myself."

Jennie was looking at Lisa with huge eyes. Did she turn on?

"Lisa. I don't have time for slow. If I want something I take it. I have it. I can't let anything for tomorrow because it would be one more lost thing. Believe me! I have lost a lot! I want you, but if you don't..."

Jennie never ended her speech because Lisa kissed her again.