𝖥𝗋𝗈𝗆 𝗌𝗈𝗎𝗅 𝗍𝗈 𝗌𝗈𝗎𝗅, 𝖺𝗋𝗂𝖺𝗇𝖺 𝗀𝗋𝖺𝗇𝖽𝖾

𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙞𝙩𝙧𝙚 𝙑

𝑨𝒓𝒊𝒂𝒏𝒂'𝒔 𝑷𝑶𝑽

"What the fuck ?!" i scoffed, my eyes widening as i make my way through my door. As i look at my living room, it stares back at me, with me being very horrified on how filthy it looks.

What the hell happened in here ? Bottles everywhere, pizza boxes splattered all over the coffee table, there are clothes strewn all over the couch. And there's this awful smell of weed that just increased my anger.

As i made my way through this hell, i could hear loud noises from upstairs. I was beyond pissed. Fucking male voices and loud laughs was heard through the guest room.

   Without having second thoughts, i roughly burst through the door, my anger already built up. I almost coughed as the strong smell of weed made its way through my throat and nostrils. Making me fucking dizzy.

Here he is, in all his glory, Dalton fucking Gomez, playing video games while smoking and laughing his ass off with his fucking friends like college boys. As i scanned the room, it was the fucking world war III.

Clothes thrown all over the bed and the floor, empty crips bags splattered all over the small table of the room even on the floor, crumbs all over the counter. I was enraged.

"Dalton Jacob Gomez !" I yelled as i felt nothing but pure anger and frustration inside me at the moment. He has been to damn confortable these days. You can do all you want in your damn house but when it comes to mine ? Uh uh you better run for your life.

   He turned his head so fast i thought he broke his neck. His eyes are widened as his jaw dropped not expecting to see me. The silence was now loud in the room. Everyone had their eyes wide open by now, looking at me expectantly.

   "Get the fuck out of my house. All. Of. You. Now" I hissed emphasizing on every word, closing my eyes while trying to calm myself down. After hearing that, everyone rushed themselves, picking up their things from everywhere in the room and disappearing out of the room like their life depended on it. They fucking better, because it does.

   I watched Dalton as he put his shirt back on rapidly, trying to escape as well. Uh uh, no buddy you fucking stay here. He's finna get his thin ass beaten up.

  "Not you. You fucking stay here." I hissed glaring at him. He had crumbs all around his mouth like a 5 years old kid and i was asking myself what did i find in him in the first place.

I thought i was too desperate to jump into this relationship, and tried to avoid all the red flags when in fact, it wasn't the case, he just changed.

He wasn't like that when i asked him out, he was cute, with a goofy personality that made me fall for him, he was easy on the eyes, he was a normal guy who liked being private. This was everything i was looking for.

And then everything went downhill. He went from being cute and interesting to irritating and annoying. What happened ? I find him less attractive and less interesting. I was getting bored and i was asking myself if i was the real problem ? Why couldn't i find the love that i deserved, because i know damn well i deserve it but the universe was making it so hard for me to find it.