𝖥𝗋𝗈𝗆 𝗌𝗈𝗎𝗅 𝗍𝗈 𝗌𝗈𝗎𝗅, 𝖺𝗋𝗂𝖺𝗇𝖺 𝗀𝗋𝖺𝗇𝖽𝖾

𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙞𝙩𝙧𝙚 𝙑𝙄𝙄𝙄

𝑨𝒓𝒊𝒂𝒏𝒂'𝒔 𝑷𝑶𝑽

𝑰 honestly don't know what the hell happened. Everything had been amazing. After that unforgettable night with y/n. It was then that i realized my feelings for her were more than just a fleeting infatuation. I'm falling for her. Head over heels.

I was scared before but now i'm actually terrified. It happened so fast. Too fast even. My mind is a jumbled mess, making it impossible to think straight. I can't concentrate on anything. No matter what i try, my thoughts keep wandering back to y/n.

After experiencing numerous relationships, i started to feel apprehensive whenever i found myself developing feelings for someone due to the unfortunate outcomes of my previous relationships. And, i recently got out from yet another unsuccessful relationship.

Universe was just telling me to go fuck myself at this point.

Despite my apprehension, i was willing to take the risk because i sensed that she was unique. I was certain of it. Her presence was akin to a refreshing aura, her energy was just so calming and pleasant.

I know i had promised myself to take a break from relationships, and i don't intend to rush into one with y/n. In fact, i want to take things slow and steady. I yearn to learn more about her, to know every little detail about her. I want to spend more time with her, to make her feel special and cherished. I want to make everything right with her, and i am willing to take all the time in the world to do so.

Wow, i can't believe how corny i sound right now. But fuck it, i'm just being honest here.

Anyway maybe i'm being delusional, maybe i'm imagining things. Maybe she doesn't share the same feelings and simply views me as a friend.

It's hard to believe that someone could have such a profound impact on me simply by being themselves, and not expect others to be captivated by them. After all, she's the one to blame for being so irresistibly adorable.

Well that was before she completely ghosted me.

After that night, i couldn't stop smiling the next day as i eagerly anticipated our next rendezvous. However, in the following days, i tried multiple times to call her but she didn't answer to any of them.

At first, i assumed she was preoccupied with work or other obligations. But as the days turned into a week, my concern grew. I began to worry that something had happened to her and started to kind of freaking out.

I then decided to call Jay, her best friend, he assured me that she was fine and was simply caught up with a lot of things. However, his voice was filled with nervousness, and he stumbled over his words as he was making excuses for her.

In that moment, i realized he was not telling me the truth. Although i felt relieved to hear that she was alright, i couldn't help but feel a pang of hurt.