Dreaming of you | An EstFin story |

Homelife

No POV

"Soo, how'd the date go? Denmark asked.
Everyone at the table looked confused, until they noticed that she was looking directly at Finland.
*gasp* YOU WENT ON A DATE AND DIDN' TELL US??? WITH WHO??" Iceland asked shocked at the news.
"It wasn't a date. We just had lunch to get to know each other better." Finland answered.
"Suuuure" Norway remarked.

Sweden just stared in shock, he didn't even eat his sushi.
"I can't believe that Finland, the most antisocial and lonely person I know, went on a date before Norway."

Norway gave him a death stare.
"Shut the fuck up, whore." He said annoyed.
"ANSWER MY QUESTION. WITH WHO?" Iceland shouted at Finland.
"IT WAS WITH ESTONIA. I had lunch with Estonia." Finland said with all her patience lost.
"And Tanska(Denmark) how the fuck did you figure this out?" Finland asked.
"I have eyes everywhere, dear sister." Denmark answered, with a smug smile on her face.
"Hva fader skal det bety? (What the fuck is that supposed to mean?)" Norway questioned.
"And Sverige(Sweden) since you're so eager to comment on my love life, how is it going with the Netherlands?" He asked.
"The Netherlands, is actually my boyfriend now, soo." Sweden answered happily.
"Häh?" Finland said.
"Yep." Sweden said said proud.
"As if" Denmark said, slightly teasing him.
"Congratulations!" Iceland shouted seeming like the only person who was actually excited for him.
"Yay, more sleepless nights because you guys don't know how to turn down the FUCKING VOLUME" Finland said in a sarcastic tone.
"It's not that bad, we can't hear it?" Iceland said.
"You guys sleep on the other side of the house" Finland pointed out.
"I'm going to my room. Takk for maten (thank you for the food)" Norway said before walking over to his room.
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After dinner was finished, Finland and Denmark both went to their rooms, while Iceland did the dishes. And Sweden prepared Mario-kart since him and Iceland were gonna play it later.

While Fin was trying to finnish(get it?) todays wordle a notification popped up on the top of her screen. It was from no other then Estonia.
Estonia: Heyyyy, earlier today was super fun! Srry if i said some awkward or weird stuff, im not used to talking with people like u. Also dw I dealt with germany and france accordibgly
Estonia: accordingly*
Fin: huh is germany alr?
Estonia: yeah
Estonia: i think 😀
Fin: ...
Est: don't think too much abt it
Fin: im gonna go now..
Fin: bye
Est: Bye!!!!

Fins POV

We'll that's gotta be one of the creepiest text conversations I've had
but meh i won't think about that for too long. Just gonna go brush my teeth, and put in my pyjamas.

My pyjamas were very simple. Black band tee, with black shorts, and socks unless if it's summer. Though I often also wear a hoodie. So that I don't have to look at my arms. Arms filled with scars of all lengths. It was a coping mechanism. Something to silence out that voice in the back of my head when it just wouldn't stop nagging me. It isn't something I'm proud of, it's a burden. And a burden is something I'll be if my family finds out. And extra problem that they have to fix. So I haven't told them, I haven't told anybody. I wish I could stop hurting myself, and just tell someone. But I can't.

I won't.

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