TW!! cursing// mention of guns and blood// mentions of death//
Home. What is home? A place you could always return too? maybe?
That was the place she had been wanting to go all day. Spend some time with her roommate, eat, watch movies, sleep, get ready for work, eat and drive her to her workplace, a routine she did for almost 4 years. But today when she came to pick her up, she was devastated that y/n had already gone home herself. Was she mad? Was there something she did that the other did not like about?
Whatever it was she was determined to know what was in the very bottom of this. Y/n was someone she treasures, and she can't handle the other being mad about something she did or didn't do.
Unlocking the front door, which was normally left unlock if one was home too early, she took off her shoes and entered the house. The photos present in the wall was signs of how long their friendship had been. But the one that stood out the most was the big family frame of three people, and that familiar black-haired man that they both grew up with.
Glancing at the kitchen, a plate with what seemed to be for her lays. Y/n walked down from the stairs drying her hair with a towel she looked at the black-haired woman, without any second thoughts he just rolled her eyes and went to the fridge.
"Y/n, are you mad at me?" no answers was received, a no, a yes, a hum, or even a glance or cough was not heard. Y/n had her thoughts all to herself, trying to find the chocolate milk she bought earlier. Glancing at the very back of the fridge she finally saw it. "Can I ask what happened? What did I do wrong?"
the audacity.
She thought, finally taking a glance at her, "You happened, Hiroki." She spoke with malice, pointing it out as if it was the most common thing in the world. The girl in front of her seem to not comprehend anything, acting a fool of her own choice and actions?
"What do you mean? I've been in work all day?" Worry laced her words as she seemed hurt by the way she told the answer. Did someone tell something about her? Fake rumors? What was it?
"That's the thing!! You've been in 'work' all day!! And I can't believe you've been working THERE." Oh no, was that the thing she was so mad about? If so, she definitely fucked up. But who told her? Who was it? Who was that fucking- "Y/n let me explain-"
"Explain?! What is there to explain?! Working for those fucking fools was already a big fucking deal, the biggest betrayal you could've done to me!" she shouted, her emotions was so readable. Anger and betrayal.
"You know what they did, yet you have the audacity to do that? Have you forgotten everything?"
No, she didn't, how could she? That day haunted her every night, the cries of her friend, the blood on the ground, and that man who held the gun.
"Weren't we always on the same team? Same side? But this? Hiroki how shameless, cruel, how- how...." trying to find the right words, she looked at the ground, contemplating for the right word to add next, "how disappointing. You're literally-"
"What do you even take me as Y/n?" Finally, being able to talk, Y/n looked up only to see the crushed expression of the black-ennete, "Forget? What are you saying?"
"Of course, not... how could I forget such thing?" She laughed in her head this was how she exactly thought things would happen, biting her lower lip.
"Then why?! Why did you hid something for so long?!"
"That's because I knew you were going to be disappointed in me!" There it was, the truth, her hands shaking, tears threatening to leave her eyes.
"If I told you I was seeking revenge you would be disappointed at me! Because the thing you hated the most was the people who seeks revenge, the people who didn't care what would happen next after their actions.." Hiroki cried out, her hands flailing towards her Y/n, feeling her whole body go numb, head spinning, and tears streaming.
"How could I forget what they did? After they killed my father Y/n, OUR FATHER. The sound of gunshots never left my memory, fathers' lifeless eyes always haunted me.... Do you know how much planning I had to make for this revenge?" Of course, she didn't, how can she? All of this was kept hidden just for the sole reason she was afraid, afraid of being disappointed at.
Y/n was lost at words, her eyes never left her friend. The feeling of regret flowing through her. "Now look? My very thought was right. You'll be disappointed at me the very minute you find out." How dare she, how dare she say such words without even thinking how it would affect her.
"And now that I'm halfway through my revenge your gonna be mad all of a sudden? I'm so close Y/n, why can't you just understand? What did I ever do to make you hate me so much?"
"'you happened' ??? So you're mad that I happened? That you met me? Which one of the two?" After receiving no answers she decided that it was enough crying for her. She left, no words said, after everything tonight, she needs more time to herself, she doesn't want to say anything that would hurt her feelings, and right now she needs to take care of hers to fix this one too.
Y/n was mad. Wasn't she the one who did it first? She made the mistake first but why did she felt guilty. As if all those years of effort being together was suddenly sent under the rugs just because of one fight.
She was always like that, acting so childish after every fight, she's just gonna go up to her room, lock herself ups and cry all night, as if Y/n was the one wrong.
She shouldn't have any blame on this. That's right. She shouldn't be blamed for any of this since all she did was tell the truth. That's what surrounded Y/n's mind, these whole sentences going around her mind on repeat like a broken record. That's right..
...since all of this was Hiroki's fault herself.
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