NOW PLAYING... forget her, jeff buckley
"my heart feels so still, as i try to find the will to forget her somehow"
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The bitterness of the midnight rain trickled steadily along my shoulder, embracing the loneliness and feelings of unkept sadness felt within the depths of my mind. I often spent 90% of my nights like this, frequently pondering over the "would've, could've, should'ves" per say, wondering what exactly went wrong, and simply why it went wrong? Those very thoughts kept me in my wake, time again refraining me from any form of sleep, nor rest for that matter. The only time i feel at peace in the slightest, is on dreary nights like these spent pen in hand, writing down all my unfortunate emotions into a poetic format, though in several ways than one, it seemed to only bruise the wound more, rather then healing it completely. No matter how hard i try, the wound is still extremely apparent, not budging in any way, shape or form. Its a feeling i simply cant seem to shake, often taunting me repeatedly in my wake. The sweetness of his laughter haunts me like a ghost, the sound of his voice fresh after waking plays over and over again in my mind. Fuck, i cant even go out in public without one of his stupid songs ringing through my ears. I simply cant escape him, though i try to forget him, my heart remains frozen still. I pray for the day i finally have the will to forget him, though that time doesn't seem to come sure enough.
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