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'feeling of loneliness after the absence of someone dear'

Third Person's P.O.V.

5 stages of grief. Oliver knew them well by now. Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression and Acceptance. 

Almost a year ago, Justin Phan disappeared from the face of the earth. No one saw him around town the day he went missing. No one could believe that he was gone with out a trace. 

Almost a year ago, NSB and their fans were completely devastated. No one could believe that such a great person was no longer around. 

Almost a year ago, 4 of the 5 stages of grief were splayed across the group of boys, who were Justin's best friends. 

Darren and Kane were in denial. They both hoped that Justin would reappear but the day hadn't come. Darren would say that Justin would be found. That the police would recover him and they would hug the life out of him when he returned. Kane tried to keep everyone optimistic even if there were no leads in the case. 

Regie suggested that Justin might have left due to stress and that he would come back on his own. However, you could see on his face that he was trying to convince himself just as much as everyone else. 

Ryan was angry. Mad at the fact that they couldn't do anything to help their friend. Mad that there were no clues to his whereabouts or what happened to him. Mad that he wasn't there to help Justin. Ryan kept to himself. He ate with the others but he usually locked himself in his room. Sometimes you could here him crying out of anger or yelling at his phone for showing him a video he had made with Justin.

Bargaining is where Sebasitan and Ty ended up. They tried and tried to get the police to do more. They sent pictures of Justin's room, gave anything they thought would help. They begged for the police to do more but there wasn't much that could be done. 

That leaves depression. Where Oliver was. Like Ryan, he wouldn't leave his room often. Only for the odd visit to Justin's room when he missed him too much. He was in a constant cycle of crying and exhausting himself, worrying everyone else in the house. Eventually, his crying stopped but he was always looking into the distance, zoning out, never focusing on the present. The present where Justin wasn't.

When the weeks turned into months, almost everyone started to get better. The NSB members were finally entering the stage of acceptance but Oliver felt like it was betrayal to accept the fact that Justin was gone.

Sure, he participated in videos, he made music (several songs were dedicated to a lost love, a.k.a. Justin) and he went to fan events but anyone who looked a little closer could see the Oliver was just a shell of his former self, missing something he loved dearly. He looked not only like a lost soul, but a lonely one at that. 

Then, one day, fate seemed to side with them. The day Tyler got a call, a year and 2 months after Justin's disappearance. 

"Hello? Is this Tyler Bray?" There was a pause as Ty answered yes. "Hi Tyler. This is the General Hospital. We are calling to inform you about a patient by the name of Justin Phan."


Hope you all enjoy this chapter. I need to release more chapters and I know this one was short but I do have other things to publish. Thanks for reading and let me know if this story deserves a part 2  -  A.M. <3


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