~Loving~ A Pam Fiction

Diary Entry 2

November 18

"I want to break up."
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That when Ben stood up and went outside
"Ben?!?!" I shouted but he ignored me grabbed my bag and through it out of the car "Find your own way to get to work penny" Ben said and drove off. Why would he do that?!?

I thought for a minute to figure out how to get to work then I remembered Sam had the morning off then the rest of the day at work so I called him. "Hello?" Was the first word I hear coming from the other line "Hey Sam its me penny can you come pick me up from the breakfast bar please?" I asked him. Hoping for a yes "Yeah of course pen. Be there soon." Thank god for that.

After a few minutes Sam car pulled up and I got in. "Thanks Sam" I said. He just smiled at me and started driving. "I thought you were going with Ben there what happened?" Oh no. "Don't worry about it" I said. He looked confused but shrugged. I turned on the radio and thankfully Taylor Swift came on and we both started singing really loudly.

I drunk in the back of the car and I cried like a baby coming home from the bar (oh) said,"I'm fine", but it wasn't true I don't want to keep secrets just to keep you!!

Samuel Jones in one word. Cute. But I wasn't going to say that because I was in 9 month relationship 15 minutes ago.

I just hope Ben will let me explain soon.