Pleasure And Payne: My Boss The Dom! [Niam Mpreg Story]

Why Am I Such a Screw Up

I don't know what to do now, it seems I may have lost another friendship because I flipped out at her when she wanted me to hang out with my ex best friend and I just gotten upset. She's ignoring my texts when I tried to apologized to her and she reads them but doesn't text back.

She said I flipped out at her because I didn't do what she wanted, she doesn't know about my feelings when she said "let the past go" it has gotten me upset so I got mad at her, remember when I posted "Issues" on here well this is what it's about but with a different friend well maybe ex-friend I should put it as.

I mess things up and I'm not sure if it will be back to normal now. I don't know what to do now, every friendship I have ends up being mad or upset at me, I feel broken inside and I don't think it will leave me this time.

My life just turned from the worst and it was all my fault, just something stupid I said and it wasn't a good feeling.

This is the second friendship I ruined for this entire year of being in grade eleven.

I hate feeling this way.

What do I do, I'm loosing options.

I'm a friendship ruiner and nothing can change that now.