"One of them." Neteyam S.

16.

Neteyam and I have been.. I don't know how to name it.

I guess we have been hooking up for quite some time now. We would tell the others were going training, or banshee riding, but oh boy.

We haven't really made it official tho, which is really  bugging me, but if you get to know Neteyam, you find out hes not the best with words. But thats okay, I loved his every flaw too. Just like I loved him.

There is no denying, I fell in love. I dont know about him but I did. And it accidentaly came out in one of our... sesions. Like there was this one time..

It was 4 weeks ago, some time after the ritual.

I was doing Tuks hair, and he came from behind me.

"Y/n.." He smirked. "We have to go train."

I raised a brow. "Let me at least put a flower in her hair." I grabbed a flower from the ground, putting it in Tuk's braid. She hugged me before running off. "Okay, I'm done."

I ran up to him, and once we were sure no one saw us, he grabbed my hand and pulled me to a cave. He slammed me against the wall, and kissed me passionately, our lips moving in sync as I tried to catch my breath.

After a few minutes, he went down to my neck, and started kissing it roughly.

"Oh God.." I hissed in pain as I scratched his back.

He chuckled against my skin, making shivers go down my spine. 

"God, I love you Neteyam." I said, and he suddely stopped kissing my neck, and we made eye contact. Before I knew it, he kissed my lips again, without saying a word back. Then the night just got more intense, but I wont go into details. He didn't return the words tho, not once.

I was worried I was just his side piece, that he uses to please himself.

Then there was another night, it was a few days ago. We were doing it again, and after that we both just laid in each other arms under the stars.

"Neteyam.." I said and he hummed in response. "We keep doing this, but we never made it offical."

"What do you mean?" He sat up, making me do the same, opposite of him.

I sighed. "What I mean is, you never use reasuring words, or treat me like a girlfriend."

"That is not true." He put his hand over mine. "You know I like you.." Suddenly, he  grabbed me and put me over him, so I was sitting on his hips while his hands were on my thighs and he was leaning on a rock.

"I do." I smile. He carresed my cheek, and started kissing me, until it started getting intense again and I sat up. "No, this is what  I mean!"

He sat up too. "Wait, what's wrong?" He tried to grab my hand, but I pulled it away.

"Neteyam, you treat me like a-"

"Like what?!"

"Like a toy!" I lowered my ears. I wasn't letting anyone take advantage of me.

"Y/n.." He slowly approached me. " I didn't wanna make you feel like that.."

"Well you did. And until you figure out what is it that you want.. Don't talk to me." I turned around to walk away.

"Y/n, I'm sorry!" He yelled out, but I didn't listen. I hesitately walked away, as much as I wanted to be into his arms.

We have been avoiding each other ever since. Today, I was hanging out with Kiri and some other girls, when I felt someone approach us. It was Tuk.