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Chapter 2: Are You There, God? It's Me, Dean Winchester

Y/n's POV:

When I woke up at Bobby's house the next morning I got up with joy and hope which had not happened in a while. I walk downstairs to Sam saying "Well, then tell me what else it could be.'' "Look, all I know is I was not groped by an angel." It's sad to see him like this. "Dean I was there, Castiel showed us his wings what else could that prove. Why do you think he would lie to us about it?" I said as they look at me." Maybe he's some kind of demon. Demons lie." Dean said with annoyance looking back at me. Bobby steps in before we start yelling at each other. "A demon who's immune to salt rounds and devil's traps... and Ruby's knife? Dean, Lilith is scared of that thing!"." Don't you think that if angels were real, that some hunter somewhere would have seen one... at some point... ever?"." Yeah. we just did, Dean." I scoff a bit telling him.

" I'm trying to come up with a theory here. Okay? Work with me." Dean said back to us all. "Dean, we have a theory." "Yeah, one with a little less fairy dust on it, please." I look at him wanting to shake him." Okay, look. I'm not saying we know for sure. I'm just saying that I think we –" Sam said trying to help the situation brewing between his two siblings." Okay, okay. That's the point. We don't know for sure, so I'm not gonna believe that this thing is a freaking Angel of the Lord because it says so." Why can't Dean just expect that this happened for a good reason?

"The three of you want to keep arguing religion, or do you want to come take a look at this?" Bobby tells us from his office. We all walk over quicker than usual." I got stacks of lore -- Biblical, pre-Biblical. Some of it's in damn cuneiform. It all says an angel can snatch a soul from the pit." Dean does not want to believe at all. "What else?''. "what else Dean there is now proof from the lore, and you still think it might not be an angel." I said to him flabbergasted. "Dean there is nothing that I know that could airlift your ass out of the hot box. As far as I can tell, nothing at all." Bobby tells him." Dean this is good news" Sam said to him with a smile.

" How?" Dean asks. "Because for once, this isn't just another round of demon crap. I mean, maybe you were saved by one of the good guys, you know?" I answered with glee in my voice. "Okay. Say it's true. Say there are angels. Then what? There's a God?" I hope he is starting to come around because my goodness he is a stubborn man. "At this point, Vegas money's on yeah." Bobby answered. It seems like Dean still won't let it go.

"I don't know, guys." "Okay, look. I know you're not all choirboy about this stuff, but this is becoming less and less about faith and more and more about proof." "Proof?''. "Yes, proof Dean." I replied. "Proof that there's a God out there that actually gives a crap about me personally? I'm sorry, but I'm not buying it." "Why not?'' Sam asked with genuine curiosity. "Because why me? If there is a God out there, why would he give a crap about me? "Dean says as he starts to spiral a bit." I mean, I've saved some people, okay? I figured that made up for the stealing and the ditching chicks. But why do I deserve to get saved? I'm just a regular guy." I think to myself he just does not think himself worthy, but I do.

"Apparently, you're a regular guy that's important to the man upstairs." I told him trying to confirm to him that he is here for a reason. "Well, that creeps me out. I mean, I don't like getting singled out at birthday parties, much less by... God.'' '' Okay, well, too bad, Dean, because I think he wants you to strap on your party hat.'' Sam told him being right." "Fine. What do we know about angels?" Dean said, yes finally we don't have to do this stupid dance anymore. Bobby then picks up all the books dropping them like they're hot and said" Start reading." I immediately pick up a book and start reading if angels are here, I want to know everything about them. Dean looks at the pile and turns to Sam grabbing a book "You're gonna get me some pie." Of course, man has got to have his pie.

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When I am reading Dean comes up asking a question. "Why are you so eager to believe in this stuff Y/n? I mean with the horrible stuff we've been through how do you think there's angels or even a God you never believed before." I look at him sighing knowing that I would have to tell him sometime.