Damaged goods // T.Kaulitz

Taylor?!

My eyes fluttered open as I heard a door slam. I looked over at the door and saw Bill stood in front of it with his arms crossed.

"Where the fuck did you two disappear to last night?!" He said sassily.

"Hm?" I turned to the side to see Tom with his eyes squinted looking at his brother.

"The roof..." Tom groaned.

"Doing what?! We thought you two killed yourselves or something!" Bill exclaimed.

"Sounds like something we'd do..." I  sighed, sitting up.

"What were you doing?! Why are you in the same bed?!" Bill seemed so confused.

"I was stoned as shit so I don't know to be honest..." I shrugged.

"You?" He turned to Tom.

"We were talking...and then we went to sleep?" Tom tilted his head, "What do you think happened?"

Bill raised an eyebrow and leaned on one leg, mainly staring at Tom. It hit me what they're ere both thinking and I just groaned, rolling off the end and onto my feet.

"How you feeling?" Bill as I walked towards him.

He placed his hands on my shoulders and I couldn't help but look him dead in the eyes. I shrugged and went past him and out the door.

-Tom's pov-

"She seems different..." Bill commented, sitting beside me on the bed.

"She split..." I said softly.

"Split? Like you do?" He glanced at me.

I nodded silently, looking down at my hands.

-Bill's pov-

Tom has had episodes since we were kids, they put him on meds and shit but his emotions still get the best of him. Unless it's about a person. He's never cared for anyone but me and maybe even Keira.

"Did she tell you that or did you just figure it out?" I asked.

"She said she was bipolar...and it's quite obvious it was a split...you should've seen her at that club Bill..." He seemed so sad.

"Why? What even happened?" He sat up a bit more and faced me properly.

"Isaac told her dad's gang to get her at the bar..." He started, "And then she just broke down...telling me she didn't want to be here and shit like that...she needs help Bill...actual help..." Tears formed in his eyes.

"You actually care for her huh?"

"No..." He pushed back the tears, "I don't care about other people Bill you know this..."

"Yeah but I see how you act around her...how you look at her...you love her Tom!" I tilted my head and smiled a little bit.

-Tom's pov-

I don't love other people. Bill is the only exception obviously but I've never even told him that.

"I don't love people?" I scoffed, folding my arms.

"Everyone loves someone...even if it's a little bit..."

"I don't love Keira...she's my friend and she's been through a lot of shit and needs to get the help she needs..." I sighed.

"Even if you don't see Tom, we all do...I've known you for your whole life, Georg and Gustav have been here since day one...we know you more than anyone..." He stood up.

"I don't love her"

"Ok...if you say you don't love her then you don't but I'm just saying...it seems like you do..." He walked out and left me staring at the door.