He pulled away from me. The kiss felt like it went on for ages but it was actually only ten seconds. The kiss felt magical. I wanted it to continue longer. I just wish it did. I heard a noise behind me. Eli and I both turned around to find that Kim was right there. She had an angry expression on her face. She saw us kiss. I feel absolutely horrible but I would be lying if I said I didn't enjoy the kiss. His soft lips felt good against mine but this was wrong. I was betraying my friend. I could see tears forming in Kim's eyes and they were about to fall.
"Kim.....," Eli says. I could tell that he felt bad,too.
Kim pointed her finger at me and says" You, you are such a boyfriend stealer, a bitch, I hate you, I hate you so much."
"Kim, I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to hurt you," I say apologetically. I felt tears forming in my eyes. Whenever people cried, I cried for them.
"Yeah right, bitch. First you steal Chrissy's boyfriend, now you steal mine. I don't even know why I was friends with you," she says.
I was about to say something but Eli interrupts and says"Kim, it's all my fault. I was the one that kissed her and I'm sorry but we have to break up. I don't think this relationship will work."
"Then you know what I hate you,too. You guys are absolutely perfect together. The bitch who stole my boyfriend and the boyfriend that cheated on me. I hope you guys have a happy life together, fuck you both,"she says and then walks away angrily out of the woods crying and sobbing while doing it.
"I feel horrible," I say tears falling down my face. Eli walks toward me and brings me into a hug. I did feel horrible. I just kissed my friend's boyfriend again. What kind of person am I?
"It's okay, " Eli says while rubbing my back." This is all my fault." I started to cry harder. I hated myself.
"Eli, can I be alone for a little bit?," I asked him. He let go of the hug and says "Sure." He walks towards the party. I stopped crying and started to walk further into the woods. The woods were beautiful. I didn't know where I was now. I couldn't even hear the sound of the loud music from the party. My legs started to hurt from all the walking so I sat down near a tree that was right near a river. I put my knees into my chest and buried my head into them. I started to cry again but not just because I felt bad that I kissed Kim's boyfriend but because I missed my mom. I wish she was here with me right now. I wanted her to wrap her arms around me and comfort me. Why did I have to tell her to leave me? Why did she listen to me? I should have never said that to her. I started to hear moaning sounds. I stopped crying just in case somebody was there. I didn't want anybody to see me crying. Then I heard Chrissy's voice saying"Stop, Nick please. I don't like you." I heard more moaning sounds and then I heard sobbing and crying coming from Chrissy. I got up immediately. I walked to where the sounds were coming from and found that Nick was pressing Chrissy against a tree. Chissy had tears in her eyes and was screaming for help. Chrissy's shirt was half off and you could see her bra. I wanted to help her. We were mad at each other but this was a serious situation in which I needed to help her. I walked up to Nick and pulled him away from Chrissy. Chrissy was breathing heavily and stayed at the position she was in.
I turned to Nick and said" Nick, she doesn't want you."
Nick replied saying" Oh, so you're going to kiss me,too. Just like Matt." And Eli, I thought to myself.
"No! Just leave, Nick," I say.
"Fine," he says and looks at Chrissy before she leaves. Then, he walks away. As soon as he walks away, Chrissy lets go of the tree and drops right to the floor. She starts crying and her hands are covering her face. I start to rub her back to try to make her feel better.
