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july 16th 2022
ELIANNA WAS STOOD in her kitchen in front of her kitchen counter that was filled with items such as bread, ham, flour etc.she stared at all the food in front of her as she had no motivation to move even an inch.
it had been two days since the candle lighting for Notti took place, that was the same day she told Crimsley, Notti's mother, that she would make some of the food for Notti's funeral service that was tomorrow. she didn't want to do it, but she had to.
she wanted to at least make a start with the food yesterday, but instead she was sat in bed with no motivation to even get up.
she had found herself losing a lot of motivation ever since Notti had died. it annoyed her because she wanted to be productive or at least make an effort but instead, she had a voice telling her not to do anything because she was scared that everything would remind her of Notti and it wasn't wrong.
it was almost as if everything in her home was just a small reminder of Notti and it made Elianna's breathing always go heavy. she loved but hated how much reminders she got of him everyday, it would always hurt but it always reminded her of how great he truly was.
what made it even worse was the fact that Elianna had to go to the Reyes' household today, whether she liked it or not. she had to drop the food off before tomorrow so that the Reyes' family could set it up on the day of the funeral, so she had to walk back into the house she had been trying to avoid.
of course Elianna would still go there but she tried to make the visits short and simple because literally everything in that house was just filled with memories of her & Notti.
the place she had been avoiding the most was Notti's room. she hadn't even dared to walk in there because she didn't want to see it after Notti was gone, she didn't even know if DD had kept Notti's side of the room the same or if he had cleaned it up a little bit.
