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Life's Meaning

                  We are all born into this world with a meaning. A reason as to why we do he things we do, go through the pain we go through, live the life we have. You don't know the meaning of your life until you do what you are made to do. Everybody is made to do great things, its just some of us stray off the path and we do bad things. It's not bad if we do something bad, were all human. It doesn't matter if your male or female, black or white, where all the same inside and out. We all have a beating heart, people who love us, a life that we are meant to live.

                  I'm going to tell you a story of a girl who's life had been nothing but pain and misery, but still smiles because she knows that her life was going to get better, that god has his reasons as to why he put her in with all the pain and suffering. Just watch as she grows to be as wise as any grown up, smile even through all her pain, learns what is right and wrong.

                                                  Watch as she grows up.....

               

                                              7 years

                    "Mommy, is daddy coming back?" A small 7 year old girl ask as she watches her mother. The young girls eyes were filled with curiosity like any other young one. The girls mom looked down at the girl with a smile, not a normal one, no this one was broken, forced. Her mother dropped to her knees and tugged her daughter into a tight hug, burying her head into her daughters light brown hair. The young girl was curious but non the less, hugged her mother with as much strength as she could.

                    "Hannah, your dads going to be gone for awhile, alright? He will come back soon, you just have to wait, he'll come ba-a-ck," the mothers voice broke as salty tears threatened to rush down her face. Hannah looked at her mothers gloss covered eyes and smiled, like the naive child she was. She just believed anything that her mother told her. Hannah's mothers eyes brightened as she looked her child's smiling face, but her sadness still surfaced. Hannahs smile dropped as she looked at her mother, tears spilled down her mothers cheeks.

       

                    "Mommy, why are you crying. Daddy's going to come back so you don' need to worry, he'll take care of us like always," as soon as those words left Hannahs mouth it her mothers tears flew down her face like a river. Hannahs mother felt as if some one pierced her heart, she forced a smile on her face as the tears kept falling. The young girls mother let her go and stood on her own two feet. They both held hands as Hannahs mother tugged the young girl back inside the house.

                     "I'm crying because i love you so much darling, just never change, be who you are for as long as you can," her mother softly whispered as they entered the house. The young 7 year old girl smiled a toothy grin and nodded.

     

                                                Oh how naive she was..........

                              13 years

                     "Mommy, how come we don't have all the stuff my friends have, like our own phones?" a new teen asked her mother. Her mothers smile turned to a frown as the first words came out of her daughters mouth when she got home was a question about something she had no control over, she didn't even greet her mother. The younger girls eyes filled with the same curiosity as she was when she was small. Her mother smiled at her innocence.

                    "Honey, we don't need those things, so why would we buy them. We have a perfectly fine house phone. You don't need to have those new doohickeys nowadays," her mother explained as she ran a hand through her graying dark brown hair. Hannah's curios eyes never left her mothers figure as she explained her reason. It seemed to knock some sense into Hannah because she just nodded.

                  "Ok, Mommy. If you say that we don't need it, then we don't need," Hannah added a small giggle to the end of her sentence that caused her mothers tense shoulders to relax. Hannah was so innocent, even though kids now a days seemed to be spoiled she didn't act the least bit spoiled. She always smiled, she was her mothers own little sun shine. Hannah never worried about anything because she knew god had planned for that to happen. No matter how bad it seemed to be, she always found the bright side.

                  "Mommy, are we going to eat tonight?" Hannah asked her mother, again curios. Hannahs mother thought many times to tell her curiosity killed the cat but didn't have the heart to tell her. Hannahs stomach grumbled as she sat on the old tattered sofa. Dust flew up but Hannah heeded no mind to it.

                  "I'm sorry honey, maybe tomorrow night we can, we just don't have enough money," Hannahs mother explained, her own stomach growling with hunger. Hannah just nodded and headed to their shared bed room, not thinking twice about what they spoke about when she got home.

                          Oh how innocent she was in such a tainted world..........