Depression.
How exactly are you supposed to feel while going through it?
Should I feel sad, lonely, hopeless, alone?
I want to be free from all of it, the pressure, the responsibilities and the need to act as if I don't feel anything. Because I do, I do feel, so deeply that no amount of words could ever suffice what I am going through.
I know from the outside I seem to be fine, happy and cheerful. All those laughs, smiles and happiness are just a shield which I've been forced to build around myself because of everything.
I am afraid of my future, my past and hell- even my present. I don't want to disappoint my parents, my relatives and the people who have always been there with me.
But I don't know what to do anymore, I don't know how to continue, I can't tell anyone that I am actually suffocating within, slowly and agonisingly.
Some days I am just so so depressed, I have no idea how to continue and I just want it all to stop.
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Poesía" 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐭 𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐬𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐞." . . . Some poems I write to escape my reality. Thanks for reading ❤️🩹
