I don't want to do anything anymore.
I just want to feel happy about anything, I miss it, those memories and moments when I felt complete.
I just don't know what I should do anymore. They say 'Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened' but I am so so tired of smiling and faking it for the world. I am so done with it, this depressed part of me feels empty.
As if all the energy has been slowly sucked out of it.
And the worst part is that I can't even tell anyone, they just say that'll I will feel better soon. No, no I won't feel better.
I will just gather up enough energy to start pretending all of it.
I don't want to pretend it anymore. I just for god's sake want it stop.
So, please just make it stop.
The emptiness, loneliness, sadness, and all the feelings which make me feel this way.
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Thank you so much for reading!
Means a hell lot to me 🙂❤️🩹
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Poesia" 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐭 𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐬𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐞." . . . Some poems I write to escape my reality. Thanks for reading ❤️🩹
