𝐅𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐥 ✔

XIII

It's shocking, how the people around
us never notice how much their words hurt someone.

Even your own family.
Father, what exactly is a father? For me he is a person who keeps on criticising you, shouting at you and at times even hitting you, I desperately wanted a dad
but I never got one.

Honestly? It's chilling how
heartless a person can become once their own family makes them feel unwanted.
Like do they actually think that I ever wanted to come into this world? This dark, cruel and terrifying place.

And now that I'm here you wish that I was 6ft below the ground? Like if that's what you wanted, then why didn't you just kill me the moment I was born and just
end my misery?

I feel numb after all this pain which keeps on coming to me every second of every single day, I am disgusted by the fact that a person can treat their own child this way.

How could allow a stranger who you just met a week ago hit me? And worst of all, you actually fuc*ing ALLOWED IT!??
WHAT THE FUC* IS WRONG WITH YOU? How can abuse ever be used as a way to success!?

If you didn't want a daughter why didn't you just kill me or give me up, because trust me at least then, I wouldn't be so repelled by the word 'father'.

It wounds me to say that every
single member of my family has backstabbed and betrayed me in one of the worst possible way.

I really want to know what it feels
like to be in a family where you are cherished and most of all, LOVED.

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Thank you so much for reading. 🙂❤️‍🩹