My humor, my rhythms, spelling errors and an abundance of commas instead of proper punctuation. Recommend not reading if you dislike lazy rhythms, bad puns, messy words, angst, loopy-ness, love Songs.
If that didn't scare you away, please do not Co...
I hope you're okay I hope you're alright, I hope you have a bearable life. It's such a pity, that something so petty, broke us apart, when we were once each one half of a whole. And now I'll say something, you might take offense, but know it is only in reference to it, and do keep in mind, that I try to be kind, but sometimes I fall flat, my feelings a mess and I just want to lessen my pains and my fears, I want someone to here, and when it was you... —Oh, what a joke, because it wasn't you when I needed the most, Not even my callousness could deflect that blow—the sound went in one ear and floated around, scrambling my thoughts as I pushed them all down, I screamed and I cried inside of my mind, choked on my lies, as I tried to tell them to you, and now it is nothing but shapeless black goo, the baggage that I haven't unpacked, it's still locked in its box awaiting a time when my thoughts are aligned, when my feelings and memories aren't at odds with my heart, when it's bearable to let it unfold, the space in my mind reserved just for this, well, it will be missed when the time comes to forgive. Maybe it'll be one day, or a year, but deep down I fear... I will never get there. I resent you but don't wish you harm, It's such a strange feeling to hate you at all, but I still do, but I still love you, but you are still unforgiven.
Edited and ended 10-8-23
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