^nicole^
Ugh it's finally over.
"I CAN MOVE MOUNTAINS I CAN WORK A MIRACLE
WERKA MIRACLE
WOAH OH" I sing, dancing throughout my room in pajama bottoms and a sports bra.
The door opens, revealing Katia.
"Dude! Put on a shirt," she giggles and turns away. My face brightens to a pink.
"Sorry, I would've cleaned up sooner if I have known you were coming in," I rush over Tony shirt drawer and slip on a Nick Santino shirt. She puffs out a short breath and bends over to clean up my wet pillow.
"What happened again?"
^vic^
"Does she have to come? I mean she could stay at Katia's until we come back, and she can visit whenever!" I try to avoid conflicts, but with Mike, that's kinda hard..
"But for ten fucking years? We'll be gone! She can't last a week without getting scared!" Mike panicks and paces back and forth through the kitchen, then stops to ponder.
"She'll be with Katia...?" I explain again, more emphasis on her being WITH someone at least.
Mike thought about it, "fine,"
^ day of leaving ^
^nicole^
"I'll miss you guys!" I cry as I hug everyone. Pvris was on the bus behind them, so they had come out to say farewell. Mike didn't seem to happy, but I passed through it and went on hugging everyone else.
"Call if you need anything, alright?!" Jaime's tone tells that he's worried.
"I will, don't worry, I'll be fine." I smile and kiss his forehead.
"Bye baby turtle," Tony fist bumps me and wraps his tattooed arms around me.
"Bye big turtle," I also kiss him on the cheek.
"Hey, you have to call me every day, and every night, got it?" They all say. I nod in comprehension.
^weeks later^
I sit up on the roof, cigarette in hand, thinking about how wrong my life has been. I should've killed myself when I had the chance. I could've been in a better place by now if I did. But now I'm just a burden in the boys' house. I could be happy for once, but instead I'm a fucking mess.
I finish my last cigarette and head down the wall. It's pouring rain, somewhat hailing. I could just sit out in the open and catch hypothermia, but someone would catch me. I head inside and look everywhere for what I need.
Nothing: Vic's room, Jamie's room, Tony's room, the kitchen, my room, the bathroom.
I step into the forbidden zone of Mike's room. His clothes scattered everywhere from when he was having trouble packing. In his top right drawer, he put my blades in there. I cautiously walk towards the bee keeper and open up the trap. There lays his "accessories"- and In the very back
My blades
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Only Baby Scars
FanfictionNicole child, you're okay.. "I'm sorry if I mean anything to you, but I've made up my mind" she screamed in his face as she ran into the streets. All he heard was a car screech to a stop. But it stopped after a thud was sounded. "She can't be dead...
