Only Baby Scars

The silence is deafening

•Nicole•

"Can I leave now?" It's been 5 days since I've tried to commit suicide.

"Yeah, someone has to sign the papers.." Katia mentioned.

"Oh okay, I got it." Vic got up and reached for the door. He left in an instant.

"We're happy you're awake," Tony smiled his genuine smile.

"Yeah, I guess," my smile was as fake as the hair I have.

"Stop fake smiling, if you're gonna smile, make it real." Mike muttered. Fucking hell!

"Fine," I said crossing my arms over my chest, pouting a lip.

"Heyyyyy, you're out, and here are some clothes," Vic walked I and handed me my clothes. I got up, and walked to the bathroom, Katia following me. We got to the bathroom and I hobbled to a free stall.

"You happy to be out?" Katia asked, sitting on the high counter, swinging her legs.

"Yeah, I guess, but I kinda like it here. I don't know exactly why," I pondered on that.

"Oh," she said, her voice getting pitchy and high.

I slipped on my clothes and walked out. Katia laughed.

"What" I groaned.

"Your clothes are on backwards" she fell onto the tile floor, laughing her pants off.

"Shut up" I laughed.

We walked into the hall of the hospital, where the guys awaited.

"Well ello!" I cheered in my Oliver Sykes impression.

"Aye baaabe" Vic mocked back, swaying side to side, walking towards me. He picks me up and puts me in his shoulders.

"no! Stahp! I'm heavyyyy!" I pleaded.

"Bruh, you're like, 6 pounds! Chill" he said, placing his hands level infront of his waist and sliding them apart, as if he were dancing. He started to skip, then jump, then I don't fucking know.

"Wheeeeeeee I'm flying!" Vic twirled while I still on his shoulders.

We got to the car 'finally' Vic put me down and I skipped to the front seat, beating Mike and Tony.

"really?!? Now!!?" Mike and Tony whined in unison.

"Yesh, I'm sherioush" I gave Tony a dorky smile, disregarding Mike. Mike and Tony groaned as they squeezed into the back seat with Jaime who purposely squished them.

"This is fun!" Jaime confirmed in a high pitched voice, we were making a left turn, which meant Jaime pressed against Tony, pressed against Mike, pressed against the door. He's one of a kind.

"Get off me largo!" Tony screamed. Making Vic swerve the car. I squeeze my eyes shut and placing my arms infront of me.

CRASH

I hear metal against metal. Screeching the pavement. I hear yells and screams from everywhere, I can't open my eyes, in fear of what I see.

I decide to open my eyes. I see Jaime outside crying, Vic on the ground with his hands in his hair, and Tony pacing frantically. Katia was driving behind us and she was laughing hysterically. Mike was furious. I got out. I saw the right front side bashed on the car. I cracked a smile, knowing that this is why Jaime was crying, he just recently took a dent out of that same spot.

"Well damn" I laughed.

"Oh my god you're okay!" Vic fumbled to get up and run to me. He quickly walked over, wrapping his muscular arms around me.

"You've been out for 3 hours!" Vic added.

"Oh my god you're up!" Katia made her way over, wiping her tears away.

"What's wrong..?" I questioned her.

"You're bleeding" she cried out, falling to her knees and crying.

I looked at myself. I'm drenched in blood...