Only Baby Scars

Hell Over Me

•Nicole•

I paced back and forth, not knowing why I haven't passed out yet from blood loss.

"Here are some s-shorts t-o ch-change out of" Katia stuttered, handing me a tank and a pair of black Jean shorts.

I go to her car, and change. My thighs are covered in re opened cuts. My wrists are irritated and red, and my hair is a mess. I grab a hair tie and throw my hair up in a loose bun. I hesitantly walked back to the group waiting for AAA. I look at Vic who looks at me. He gave me a weak smile before he looks at my thighs. A pale colour rushed through his face.

"Nicole what the fuck?!" He points at my thighs, causing everyone to look. Their faces had shock poured on them.

"Oh my god, doll are you okay?!" Mike rushed me to the open trunk of the car. I sit at the edge with my knees pulled up to my chest.

"Let me see!" Mike orders. I slowly let my calves dangle I've the edge of the car. He examined each cut with such care and fear.

"Sweetheart, why..?" Jaime looked deprived and upset.

"I don't know anymore." To be totally honest, I don't know what's happening, everything is happening in slow motion. The wind picks up and we are all forced into Katia's car. Everyone gets in.

"Doll, come in its cold outside." Mike suggests.

"Okay" I smile. But instead, I take the outer car handle, and slam the door shut, making a run for it. I run down the winding way of the road. I look behind me and I see the Fuentes running close behind. I pick up the pace going downhill. There's an intersection at the bottom of a hill, with a boy and a skate board. I have an idea.

I make it to the bottom of the hill.

"Hey, can I borrow this?" I impatiently wait for a reply, Vic and Mike are close behind. With out an answer, I take his board and ride it down the street.

Looking behind me, I see Vic and Mike taking two bikes from adults who seem to be yelling profanities at the boys. I push the board faster down the street and hope that they won't catch up. I jinxed my luck, they pedaled next to me and won't stop for anything.

I rapidly stomped the ground, having my board come to a stop. I run to the other side of the street, hearing profanities thrown everywhere, followed by screeching of tires and pedalings getting louder, there's a metal fence locked up that leads to an abandoned school. I reach the fence and immediately started to climb the 50ft fence. It's too tall for a school fence. I'm half way to the top when I feel the fence start to shake. My hands become sweaty and start to slip from their grasp of the fence. I hastily plunged to the top, linking myself onto the bar that keeps the fence's structure. I flip over the the other side. Of course, my shirt gets caught on one of the sharp metal wires that stuck out. I struggle to get out of the shirt. The shirt slipped off my body as the boy jumped the fence. We ran 7 miles until they tackled me.

"Why the fuck did you run!?" Vic argued, followed my the many curse words he knew.

"I can't do this anymore!" I screamed shaking my head and throwing a tantrum.

"I'm a worthless piece of shit that shouldn't even have friends. You guys deserve so much better, and I don't care what you say, I can't come back."

I got up and continued to run. Once I turned the corner. I peeked around to see Mike helping his brother up, and they're heading towards the fence that they had just climbed. They unhook the shirt I took off.

I sit on the dirty floor and rest my head back.

I hear rustling to my right. I see two boys, that don't look like Vic and Mike, coming towards me. I let out a scream, but it is shortly muffled my a hand.

" it's okay Doll." The familiar soft voice of Mike appears. In front of me are Tony and Jaime.

"Did you really think we would leave you here?" Vic picks me up. I nuzzle my head into the crook of his shoulder,

Damn-fucking-it.
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Hey guys!!!! So on Monday, the 26th was when ptv, sws, pvris, and Mallory Knox played at the Warfield!!! And I got to go!!!! It was amazing, especially because my FIRST concert was them
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