I Cross My Heart - Jack Champion

Day 3

WHERE THE FUCK IS MY DIARY? 

Oh my god this can't be happening. "shit shit shit." I said frantically looking all over for my diary. I looked in my bag maybe 20 times. It should be in here. You have got to me kidding me. WHERE THE FUCK IS IT?! I shake Lucius awake. "Hmm. What. Good morning princess." He smiled at me but soon dropped when he saw my facial expression. "I can't find my diary! Help me find it please." I whisper trying not to wake the others up. "What? What's wrong? Your diary? What does it look like?" He said shooting out of bed. "It's light blue with a flowers on it. Please help me find it. Oh my god. It has every single life secret of mine in there!" I said tearing up. "Don't worry I will help you find it." He reassured putting his hand on my shoulder. Where could it have gone this is bullshit. 

Lily stirred awake and looked at us. "Guys? What's wrong." She asked us. "You're awake. You need to help me, Lily please." I said with tears rolling down my face. "Honey what's wrong." She got up quickly heading over to me giving me a hug. "My diary. It's missing." I cried. "What does it look like." Nothing was coming out of my mouth. "Light blue with flowers." Lucius said looking around for it. I sat on the couch and sobbed trying to keep it down while they were searching for it. Soon Jack woke up. "God can you keep it down." He spoke. "Y/n woah. Are you okay?" He said rushing out of bed to sit next me. I looked up at him with tears streaming down my face. He looked worried for me which is a first.

He wiped my tears away with his hands and pushed my head onto his chest. He is comforting me..? It felt nice. "Are you okay?" He asked. "No." I sighed. No matter how much he kept wiping my tears away they just wouldn't stop. "What happened." He questioned. "I lost something very valuable. I swore I put it in my bag but I can't find it. Jack, it has every bit of my life in there. I can't lose it." I sobbed. "Is that what they're looking  for?" He pointed at Lily and Lucius. I nodded my head. "Do you want me to help?" He asked. I shook my head, "No, it's embarrassing, I rather one of them find it." He nodded his head and had a disappointed look on his face. 

I stayed in Jacks arms while Lily and Lucius looked for my diary. I don't trust Jack to look for it. Even though he was comforting me, I still didn't feel like it was right for him to look for it. It's crazy to me that three days ago I would have trusted Jack with my life, but because of his harshness, my view changed completely. Jack could sense that I was tense so he loosened his grip around me. I wonder what made him have a change of heart. "Look, I know you don't trust me, but if I help them look for it we could find it faster." He spoke. "I don't know, Jack. I just have trust issues when it comes to my valuable things. I'm sorry. I will help them look for it." I said. 

Everyone has awakened at this point and was helping me find my diary. Well except for Jack. I really did feel bad because I can tell he wanted to help. I sighed and walked up to him. He was looking down with a frown on his face. "Jack?" I asked. "Yeah?" He answered. "You can help look for it. Even though we have 5 hands on deck, it would be nice for a 6th." I smiled. He smiled and got up from his spot. "It's a light blue... journal.. with flowers on it." I hesitated. "Got it." He looked down at me. 

We had searched the entire house at this point but there was one spot we hadn't looked. "Found it!" Jack shouted from the living room. I smiled jumping up and down. I grabbed my diary out of Jacks hand and gave him a big hug. He gladly accepted it and had a big smile on his face. That adorable smile.. Hey, don't judge. He was my celebrity crush at one point remember? "Thank you, Jack. Thank you, thank you, thank you!" I cheered. "You're welcome." He said. A sigh of relief came out as I put it away in my bag. I don't know how he found it but I am glad he did. Maybe we are finally cool. 

I helped Lilly put the air mattresses away and folded up the blankets. After that I changed into normal clothes and did my makeup along with the other girls. I walked out of the bathroom and sat next to Judah and Lucius. "Do you guys wanna watch some TV?" I asked. "Yeah, what we gonna watch?" Judah asked. "I haven't decided yet. Any suggestions?" I questioned. "Ooh see if spongebob is on." Jack said walking in with popcorn in his hand. He wedged himself in between me and Judah and offered me some popcorn. I turned spongebob on and grabbed some popcorn. "Oh my, you guys are such kids." Melissa giggled walked in taking a seat next to Lucius. "Yet you came to watch it with us." Judah said laughing. "Hey, spongebob was my shit." she defended. "Same here girl." I giggle fist bumping her. 

Judah rolled his eyes and we continued watching Spongebob until Lily came in. "Cinnamon rolls anyone?" She asked us. We all hopped out of our seats and ran to the kitchen. I fucking love the smell of cinnamon rolls. I grabbed one and set it on a plate. Jack grabbed a fork and a plate and we all gave him a weird look. "What? Y'all don't eat cinnamon rolls with a fork?" He asked. We all shook our heads no. He laughed and sat down at the dining table. I ate the delicious cinnamon roll and we all talked about what we should do for the day. "So what should we plan today?" Lilly asked. "I think we should start memorizing our lines." I said. They all nodded their heads and got up to get our scripts. Lilly handed us all a highlighter for us to highlight our lines. Which took ages. 

Once we were done it was about 3:45. We stood in the living room reading our lines and acting it out. To a normal person this might sound super boring but we soon turned it into a fun game where we all read our lines in a weird voice, which actually helped us a lot with memorization. We had a lot of great laughs and had such a blast. It hit 8:00 and we were figuring out what we should do next. "Do you guys want to stay another night? I am having too much fun." Lily asked. "Yes!" We all shouted. Lilly made us nachos for dinner and they were so good. 

"I noticed you and Jack have been getting along." Lucius said smiling. "Yeah. I haven't had a bad encounter with him yet. I hope it stays this way." I said. "Me too. I like you guys getting along. Jack is my friend and it was annoying seeing you guys like that all the time." He said. I giggled and we helped Lilly set up the air mattresses. Jack and I went to go grab the blankets from the cabinet. "I'm really sorry." Jack said. "For what?" I asked pretending to be confused. "Come on y/n. I am really sorry for being such a dick to you. I don't want to keep hating you because I actually have been having a lot of fun with you." He said looking into my eyes. I smiled at him and grabbed the blankets. "I accept your apology. I have also been having fun with you." I said. "So we cool?" He said looking deep into my eyes. Those dreamy eyes.. I nodded my head yes not breaking eye contact. 

"Jack! Y/n! Come on! We're watching Pitch Perfect!" Melissa shouted breaking our contact. We laughed and walked into the living room. I laid next to Lucius and smiled at him. He wrapped his arm around me and gave me a kiss on the forehead. Which Jack visibly didn't like. I looked over at him and smiled at him causing him to smile back and look down. I felt a tight squeeze on my torso making me look at Lucius who was looking at me. I felt butterflies in my stomach from his look. But when Jack smiled, I also felt butterflies. Woah, am I torn between two guys? I got up and ran to my bag causing both of the boys to look at me confused. I grabbed my diary out of it and ran to the private room. 

Dear Diary, 

 I thought I lost you this morning. I was worried sick. Luckily my amazing friends helped me look for you. The funny thing is, Jack actually found you. I don't know how you got out of my bag, maybe you fell out but all I know is I am glad you're found. Anyways. Jack seemed to have a change of heart. He comforted me when I lost you so that was nice. But that isn't the issue here. The issue is that.. I like both Jack and Lucius. I know Lucius's feelings but I am confused about Jack's. I am so torn right now. I am hoping that future me makes the right choice because right now, I don't even know. I just had to write in you real quick because I didn't get to this morning. I will tell you more tomorrow. 

Love, Y/n <3 

As soon as I signed my name Judah walks in. "Hey, you good?" He asked. "Yep! Just had to write real quick." I said holding my diary up. He nodded his head and I followed him out into the living room. I put my diary back and laid next to Lucius. I turned to look at Jack and he was sound asleep. So was Lucius. They are so adorable. I gave Lucius a kiss on the cheek and flipped around reaching to Jack's hand, giving him a small hand rub. I sighed, what do I do? Well... Goodnight.