Hamilton Fanfictions

The Harem (Lams Angst)

Lauren's POV (btw this is in modern times)

Warnings: angst, Alex being stupid

Wow. What started off as a joke really became reality. He formed the harem. It including Maria Reynolds and the two older Schuyler sisters. It's not fair. I loved him first and everyone can see that I love him but he somehow doesn't. I wish I could prevent this but I really don't know how. 

At the Schuyler estate

I rang the doorbell and luckily Peggy answered.

"I see you heard about the harem." She said

I nodded. I didn't feel like talking, it was like a forced vow of silence.

"Come in. I'll make you some tea."

I walked in and sat on the couch blanked out. You know when you're just so sad that you spend most of your time in your head? That was what I was experiencing. Peggy waved her hand in-front of my face and I snapped back to reality.

"So how exactly are you feeling?" Peggy asked

"Like shit." I said (mumbled) 

"Understandable."

I began to think of a plan to get Alexander back but my mind was empty. I asked Peggy what I should do and she said.

"Text the group chat and tell them you're meeting Alexander at the park. Oh wait no Angelica, Eliza, and Maria are in the group chat so it would be weird. Just create a new group chat with everyone except those three and take it from there."

"But why am I meeting Alex at the park?" 

"Because you guys have history there. You told me that when you guys were kids you made your first promises there."

Flashback (rewinddddd rewindd) 

"Okay what is something that we can promise that we'll actually stick with?" Alex asked

"Can we promise we'll be best friends forever?" I said kinda hesitant 

"I can agree with that."

We linked our pinky's and continued playing in that park.

End of flashback.

"Oh yeah that promise."

"Mhm, now make the group chat I wanna see how it plays out." Peggy said excitedly 

*TurtleIzCool made a group chat with HotPants324 Salty00(Burr) BigBaguette ThePegz AllSeasonAllergiez(Madison) SassyAndMightBeGay(Jefferson I'm sorry I couldn't think of smth for him)*

HotPants324: What do you want?

TurtleIzCool: Wow rude how about instead you said "hello John why was I added to this group chat"

Salty00: Yeah Herc why are you so salty (pun intended)

SassyAndMightBeGay: Burr I would like you to see who's talking about saltiness.

TurtleIzCool: Okay so the reason I made this group chat is cuz I'm confessing to Alex today at the local park.

BigBaguette: Which local park?

TurtleIzCool: idk the good one?

AndPegz: the one where they made that cheesy kid promise.

Everyone in the group chat except for Peggy and John: oh yeah that one.

AllSeasonAllergiez: well good luck John. 

Everyone except John: Good luck!

TurtleIzCool: tysm

John went to his and Alex's dms 

TurtleIzCool: ALEX ALEX  ALEX 

Caffeinated69: omg i was actually getting sleep, what is so important.

TurtleIzCool: meet me at the park tonight at 6:00 it's urgent.

Caffeinated69: no, it's gonna rain today and u know I don't like the rain

TurtleIzCool: but what if it doesn't? 

Caffeinated69: true. I'll see you there.

TurtleIzCool is now offline

6:00 PM (Johns POV)

I was nervous while waiting for Alex. I was actually worried he wouldn't come due to the risk of storms.

6:15

I was about to leave until I heard

"Oi John we gotta get this over with it's about to rain."

"Oh I didn't think you would actually come..."

"So what did you wanna say to me?" Alex asked

"Oh uhm- alright so you know that we've been friends since we were kids and uhhh I feel like I've developed a good relationship with you. Y'know what screw it, I like you. Not in a friend way in a love way and I really couldn't stand the fact that you were with so many other people that weren't me because I loved you first." I said

Dead silence for about two minutes.

Alex walked away

"I'm sorry I knew confessing while you were in a relationship would be a bad idea." I said in a panicky voice

"It's not that. I'm just upset you didn't confess earlier. I do love you but now that I'm in the harem I can't turn back. You waited so long to confess I had to bury those feelings by starting that harem with the women that love me but I don't love them." 

It started to rain

"I should head home." Alex said

I was really upset. Upset with Alex, upset with myself, upset with Angelica, Eliza, and Maria.

I ran after Alex.

"Why are you blaming me for this? I knew that three women were into you and I was scared you were into them and when you started the harem that made it worse and now I just ruined a friendship and maybe just maybe we can start over but I don't want to because now I can't go back to this without knowing that I ruined a friendship with a confession." 

Lightning struck while he was standing in the road, he was so focused on the lightning that he didn't notice the drunk driver coming at him 90 miles per hour. He got hit and was pronounced dead. I hear wailing in the streets. Something tells me that I better hide. They say Angelica and Eliza were both at his side when he died. I walked home and when I stepped in the door I fell to my knees and began sobbing. 

I survived the storm but I payed for it.

A/n this was my first angst story so it's kinda sucky I'm sorry.