!Warnings!
Anorexia (Eating disorder), shitty mother, anxiety (a lot), mentions of vomiting/purging
A/n Yo, MareneraSauce here on 1/14/24. I've been more educated and this is probably more body dysmorphia than anorexia and yeah so please feel free to correct anything.
Your POV
I woke up feeling like absolute shit (eh not surprised). I walked to the bathroom to get changed and when I took my shirt off I looked at myself and was definitely disgusted.
"Ugh I wish I was skinny." I mumbled
I finished getting changed after starring at myself to find the flaws like a fucking wheres Waldo book. I walked over to the kitchen and found my mom sitting down at the table.
"You gonna eat breakfast?" She asked
"I don't know yet." I said
"Well, don't. You really don't need to put on any extra pounds." She said it like it was a joke.
On that note I grabbed my backpack and ran to the bus, unfortunately my friend doesn't take the bus so most of the time I sit alone.
Timeskip (at school)
I sped over to my locker to avoid being late to my first class and I was trying to enter the combination until my best friend sneaked up on me.
"YO Y/N!" Hercules yelled behind me.
I flinched and turned around and let out a sigh of relief when it was just Herc.
"You scared me..." I said timidly
Normally when my mom body shames me and I feel even more shitty I get quiet.
"Did your mom do...that...again?" He asked
Yep. He knows.
"Mhm, I didn't get breakfast."
"Alright..." He reached into his pocket and pulls something out.
"...Here's a granola bar."
"Oh...thanks I guess."
I feel bad for wasting food but when Herc left I threw it out.
"Remember what your mother said...mother knows best..." I mumbled to myself.
I started to rush to my first class cause I was about to be late.
Timeskip (again and just for some context it's lunch
I walked around never really knowing where to sit. Half of the time I just stand around the cafeteria looking helpless but this time Herc invited me to sit with his friends. I knew two of them but I haven't sat with Herc in like two weeks...I don't know, I lost count.
"Yo! Y/n you know the foreign exchange student from France?" Herc asked.
"Yeah he's in my next two classes." I said
"Well this is him!" Herc said gesturing to a tall man with his hair up.
"Huh?" The tall man said
"This is my best friend y/n! She already knows John and Alexander but I gotta introduce her to you." Herc said to the tall man.
"Oh! Bonjour nouvel ami! I'm Marie-Joseph Paul Yves-Roch Gilbert de Motier de Lafayette Marquis de Lafayette!"
I was so confused but Alexander and John we're giving him the are you serious look.
"We get it you have a long ass name, just call him Lafayette." Alex interupted
I looked over to John.
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