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4/29/23 -Sat I feel so lonely. I don't know what to do anymore. Nothing feels real and nothing can entertain me. Valeria would be able to make everything better and reassure me, but she doesn't want me anymore. I honestly thought things would work out this time. I never needed her though, right? I'll be fine.
4/30/23 -Sun I tried to have some fun today. I dressed up in my fursona, Tina. She's a pink fox and gorgeous. It didn't feel the same though, It didn't cheer me up like it usually does. Anyways I have school tomorrow, and I'm afraid to see Valeria. What if she judges me? I don't even know what I'll say.
4/31/23 -Mon Band was awkward, Mr.J kept repeating "Ill wait" while we were talking over him.
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I'm right next to Valeria too. She gave me a look midways through class, I guess I was staring. It's just that it's impossible to get my mind off of her. How do I even get over her? At lunch this girl sat with us at the table. Turns out she's also a furry, which is pretty cool, but she's got an ugly ass haircut. Bro literally took a pair of scissors and chopped half of it off. She was also kinda stinky. She asked if she could come over Friday, and show our fursonas to each other. She's only got ears and a tail though.
| Lunch "So.. you guys i have some news", I said. "Penny and Valeria broke up again", Dellissa said while laughing. "Didn't you guys get back together like three times? I didn't think it would work out.", Alex said. Alex is my biggest enemy. We've had each other blocked for a month now. They always hate on me for no reason, so I hate on them. *Penny throws a bag of chips at Alex* "What the actual fuck penny" "You deserve it asshole let me speak for one fucking second oh my god..." *Alex throws cranberries at penny* "Kill yourself bitch", I yelled. "What if I do?" "Valeria core...", I mumble.
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5/3/23 - Thurs I keep checking my phone hoping that Valeria texted me. She has to eventually, right? I should apologize for that one time I hurt her. Did I hurt her? I should anyways. But I don't know what to say. I'm torn on what to do.
5/4/23 - Friday | Late Afternoon That new girl at the table, Cassidy, came to my house. Her fursona is really cute. Her ears have accessories on them and it's story is so in depth. We got in a little argument though, and I never got to apologize. Valeria talked to me today. We talked about the project she has in science. I'm happy she's not mad at me, and I hope we could at least be friends. From now on that's all we can be... friends.
*after school, my house* "Wow cassidy... your ears are beautiful.", I said in shock of her beautiful accessories. "Oh, thank you...", she said while blushing. She seems nervous, staring at the floor. She looks beautiful... The way the light brings out the rich brown color in her hair and the beautiful details in her eyes. "Oh... your suit is... something", she said. Something? What's that supposed to mean? Does she not like it? "What do you mean something?" "Oh it's not bad... it's just..." "Not to your liking?" "No I don't mean it like that. It's just not my style..." "If you don't like my fursuit just fucking say it." Cassidy then went quiet. She seemed as if she couldn't speak. "You know what I don't ever want to see your ass around me or my friends ever again considering you just want to hate on my fucking fursuit that i put a shit-ton of hours worth of work into." "The fuck you mean hate on your fursuit i just said it's not my style-", she begins to open up. "Don't play that shit with me you've made it pretty fucking clear that you think it's shit so you can walk your white ass out the door and back home to your mom and dad that somehow managed to love a little shit like you." Cassidy stops. I begin to think I went a bit far. Her eyes begin to water at the sight of me. Did I go too far? "I don't have a mom... she died last year in a car crash...", she revealed. "Cassidy I'm-" "No, i don't want to hear a fake apology from a bitch like you", she picks up her bag and continues, "you're cruel Penny." Cassidy ran out and closed the door behind her, probably to her house. I feel sorry, but man she is a bitch.
