Their Obsession

Chapter 23

Chapter 23

After the hot morning scene, I took a bath first because my body feels so sticky. Ipinikit ko ang mga mata ko habang dinadama ang malamig na tubig sa shower.

What happened last night is really true. Hindi ako makapaniwala. That's really hot and I can't believe that I can take all of them. Medyo masakit pa nga ang bandang gitna ko pero tolerable naman.

"Myreen?" I heard three knocks and my brother's voice.

"Bakit Kuya?" tanong ko habang pinapasadahan ng kamay ko ang buhok ko.

"Are you done? Let's eat real breakfast." he said and I heard him chuckled.

Parehas yata kami ng naiisip. I enjoyed my breakfast earlier. Hotdogs and milk but I need a real one.

"Okay. I'm almost done." sagot ko at narinig ko na ang yabag niyang papaalis na.

Bukas ay maaga kaming aalis. I wanna enjoy this trip. Hindi talaga ako makapaniwala na gusto ko ang apat na lalaking 'yon.

What's our relationship then? Mayroong bang mga manliligaw na nauuna pa ang sex kaysa sagutin? Syempre wala!

Pagkatapos kong magshower ay nagbihis na ako. Palabas na sana ako sa room ko ng biglang magring ang cellphone kong palowbat na siguro dahil hindi naiicharge.

Lumapit ako sa pinaglalagyan no'n at tiningnan kung sino ang tumatawag.

Mom calling...

Para namang naubos ang dugo sa mukha ko. Right away, I felt so guilty. I've never been this guilty. Hindi ko alam kung saan nanggagaling. I feel like I betrayed my parents for letting my brother court me.

Indeed, my brother and I became intimate so many times. We fuck when lust took over and that's it. Kakaiba pala kapag mayroong feelings na involve.

My brother's confession flash back on my mind. He loves me since he was eight and until now it never change.

Nakatulala lang ako sa cellphone kong nagriring hanggang sa magpower off ito dahil lowbat na.

I guess I shouldn't think about those things for now. I'll just enjoy and face the complications later.

I'm sorry, Mom. I'm sorry, Dad.

Lumabas ako ng kuwarto na mayroong matamis na ngiti. Ipinagsawalang bahala ko na muna ang maaring maging problema sa pagbabalik namin.

I should cherish this moment. What's important is our present because this is the current situation. I may regret it once I let this slipped.

I don't wanna hold back and let my heart decide and this is what my heart's decision. To be with them, to be with the four handsome guys that starting to get obsessed with me.

"Ako naman katabi ni Myreen! Kanina ka pa!" reklamo ni Jandrex kay Hash na tahimik lang.

Nagkibit balikat si Hash ay nagparaya. Binitawan niya ang kutsarang hawak niya. Hash is feeding me and I can't help but to smile on the back of my mind.

Dati lang pinangarap kong akitin siya. I already expected that he will fall for my beauty and charm but I never imagine that he will fall harder than I expected.

Sobrang ganda ko ba talaga?

"Hash!" muling reklamo ni Jandrex.

Malakas na bumuntong hininga si Hash at binitawan ang kutsara. Napangiti naman ako ng si Jandrex naman ang pumalit na magsusubo sa akin.

Pakiramdam ko isa talaga akong reyna sa ginagawa nila. Nagpalitan silang apat na pakainin ako. Para nila akong bine-baby pero nag-uumapaw ang puso ko sa saya.