Blood Sister

chapter 04

BLOOD SISTER

Nthabiseng Selepe

The twins showed me the room that I would be using , it was so big and also happens to be my style I bet they copied this from my old room.  I throw the bag I had on the bed as I looked around the room it had an insurt closet and a bathroom . I quickly went to the bathroom to take a shower.  As soon as I closed the shower door and opened the tap I let my own tears fall, at this point I did not care of how much I have missed hot water what I cared about was what I was feeling deep inside.

A loud sob escaped my mouth wich was not intended becouse the plan was to cry silently but I guess my cries disappointed me , I sank down against the shower walls as a loud cry escaped my mouth . Thank God to the water that was hitting the floor no one could hear me crying , I was crying for all those years I suffered in prison . I know no one asked me to do that but I was doing for my sister who was suffering from Depression,  anxiety and all those kinds of stuff . If she was the one who went to prison she would have ended it by now .

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" I bought these clothes last week , we still do have your old clothes here but than I thought that you might come back a little bit slim than the last time and that they won't fit you so yeah ." I smile as I see the Twins in my bed with a bunch of clothes in their hands,  it was mostly tracksuits and dresses

" We can go shopping when you feel like you don't like these clothes . " Siwe says while ribbing her curly hair , they took their father's genes in everything except for height. 

" It's okey , I on the other side should probably start job hunting I don't now if I will get a job with my criminal record. " the girls looked at each other

" Well grandma and grandpa have bakery so you can start working there , it is quite big and the pay is good ." Busi says and I bite my lip while looking and siwe

" I don't think my parents would want that. " I say as I finish dressing up

" Well it is worth a try . " one of them says .

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" Hey guys you are back "

I looked behind me and there stood my sister in her glory,  she looked beautiful and gained some weight . I couldn't help but notice how she was holding tightly on Carl's hand , wich is something I would have tp get used to . I faked a smile as my eyes landed on Carl's and traveled back to her , she eased up a little bit and tried to smile , I could see that she was about to cry . Between us Nthabeleng was the one who was very emotional still is actually, see she doesn't hide her emotions that much if you hurt her she will cry infront of you while I on the other side i wont show you how you have hurt me.

" Hello Nthabeleng " I say try to ease up the tension ,a tear fell from her eye and she wiped it than walked closer. 

" Hey sis let me go freshen up than I will join you quickly " with that she turned back and went upstairs followed by Carl who hasn't said a word , I turned back to the girls

" Where were we ?" I ask while sipping on my wine

"On the part where I say I hate my dad " Siwe says

" I second that " the other twin say and I throw the salt on one of them

" Don't say that that's your dad be grateful that he still alive and loves you " I say as they looked at me .

" I still don't know why you went on and dated a colourd " siwe says and we laugh at her

" Says a colourd " I say than we bust into a loud laugh. 

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Nthabeleng Selepe

After taking a shower I went to my room and started  lotioning my body,  Carl was seated in the same position that I had left him in when I went to take a shower.  I took my silk gown and put it on top of my bra and underwear,  I walked over Carl as I fixed my bonnet than crouched infront of him .

" What's wrong ?" I aks as I looked at him , he sighed as he rubbed his face .

" Nothing you should go see your sister while I take a shower " He says as he got up and took off his shirt

" Okey , I will be back in a minute " I say as I got out of the room .

When I get downstairs there is no one insight , maybe they had retired to bed . I walked to the kitchen and took my food out of the microwave, I poured myself a glass of wine than sat down while Rihanna played in the background.  I was enjoying my food while going through social media when I heard someone clearing their throat.  I looked up and it was Nthabiseng,  I removed my feet from the couch as she walked closer .

" I take it you didn't miss me that much " She says as she stood next to the armrest of the couch .

" I did miss you " I say with my heart beating fast .

" Can I atleast get a hug atleast that will put me at ease ,maybe might be convinced that you missed me " She says while opening her arms . I stood up and she hugged me , I hesitate at first but than hugged her back . I could hear her breathing change since she was close to my ear. The next thing my shoulder was wet wich indicated that she was crying. 

" You have hurt me deeply " She said as she breathed out I couldn't do anything the only thing I could do was to hold her tighter .

" You have hurt me beyond the word hurt and you are going to pay for it , you will pay for all those years I suffered while you betrayed me out here . I will kill you " She says