Blood Sister

Chapter 23

BLOOD SISTER

season final

Chapter 23

Nthabeleng Selepe

The sunlight it is what woke me up from my paradise , the world is better when I am sleeping not awake . I rolled over and looked at the other side wich was useless becouse I was already awake and it wouldn't be easy to go back to sleep , I opened my eyes than stretched myself . I stayed in the same position for some time just looking at nothing , my mind was on a goose chase .

Carl did serve me with Divorce papers the following day wich showed me that he has been planning this for some time , also Nomzamo dropped in resignation papers than disappeared.  I don't know why I kept quiet for this long it is true when they say love is blind , if I did confront him and he broke things off that time I would have moved on with my life, who knows I would have been married now with my own kids and happy .

I found out that he has been with Nomzamo two years after we got married ,i was on a picnic date with Nomzamo and my phone had died . I borrowed her phone to use it and call my mom , after that call I dialed Carl's number wich where saved . It was not a big deal that she had them on her phone the thing is she had saved them as babe , I did what anyone would do I went to her whatsApp and that confirmed my suspension.  They were talking like high school sweetheart and even went far as asking for nudes from her and she sent them to him . I thought that he would feel guilty and end it but I guess he did not .

I got up from the bed and my foot landed on the cold bottle of whisky,  I took my slippers than walked to the bathroom. I took a very long shower than brushed my teeth , I wore my cleaning clothes than started by the bedroom .  I picked up all the bottles than put them on the black plastics, I took the plastic downstairs than walked back up and took all the laundry to the laundry room , I left some of it in the washing machine while I cleaned the room when I was done i went to the other parts of the house. By 3pm I was done and also done cooking , I sat down on the lounge after dishing up for my self . I took a spoonful of rice and put it in my mouth but I couldn't bring myself to swallow it , the food somehow tasted bitter. 

I know that the food is not the problem I am the problem , my eyes landed on our wedding pictures on the big box I felt like vomiting. The fact that he said that he would have never done what he did to me to my sister hit the core , it hurts more than when I found out that he was cheating on me . I got up and walked to the kitchen cupboard I took out the po**on that poured half of it on the stew that I cooked , I took the juice and poured what was left than mixed it well .

I washed the plate that I was eating on than walked over my phone , I dialed her number and she answered at the third ring sounding bored .

Nthabiseng: What do you want ?( I sniffed as I held back tears )
Me: I am so sorry for what I did , it eats me day in and day out . As your sister I shouldn't have went after what you had , yes I was jealous about your life you had it all perfect and I did not  please forgive me .
Nthabi:Sis it is all in the past I forgive you , I long forgave you even before I moved out of your house . You don't have to beat yourself up .
Me: I don't deserve it , I don't deserve you forgiveness I feel like killing myself. 
Nthabi: Where are you ?
Me: I am in my house all alone
Nthabi: Look I am coming okey you don't have to be alone at times like these ( I nodded while wiping my tears )
Me: okey
Nthabi: I am on my way don't do anything stupid , try to distract yourself with some TV or your phone okey .
Me: Okey .

I hung up and wiped my tears I walked to the bedroom than took the g*n than put it under the couch , than sat down and watched some TV .

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Nthabiseng Selepe

" Hey babe I have to go and check up on my sister she is not good and I am scared that she might hurt herself you know her mentall health " I say as I wear my leggings he moves his eyes from the laptop .

" Was that her on the phone ?" I nod my heard while putting some kicks on

" I don't feel good about this . " He says and I sigh who would feel good about , after all me and my sister we are water and oil . But my heart doesn't allow me to sit down I want to see her , I have been having this longing feeling for the whole week since the twins told me about what Carl did .

" Babe i won't spend much time there just an hour than come back , I promise nothing will happen to me . I will be back before you know it , even though I will be far away know that I will always be with you , I love you and I will always love you even when I am no longer here . " I say and I see his eyes glister in tears

" I love you too " He says than connects our lips , I break the kiss than walk out . I will be using taxis I don't have money for bolt  , I call the twins I know that they are always together . They scream as soon they answer. 

Me: What are you two doing ?
Siwe: We are at Goldreef city with our friends .
Me: Enjoy your time let me not disturb you
Busi: What are you doing?
Me: I am just running some errands,  I love you two so much .
Them: We love you mommy ( They say in union )
Me: Bye

I hung up , when I get there the gate is slightly open I walk in going to the door than knock . She opened the door and her eyes where bloodshot red , she tried to smile but it did not make it to her eyes . I hugged her and she held me to , we walked in the house after hugging .

" Do you want some food ?" I nodded I am furnished ,she took two plates than dished up the food she had cooked it was rice and stew . I took the juice than poured it on our glasses than sat down , we started eating and the food was delicious. 

" Sorry i didn't bake " She says as we enjoy our food , she usually cooks or bake when she is stressed .