Blood Sister

Chapter 06

BLOOD SISTER

Nthabiseng Selepe

It is Saturday morning and we are on our way to our parents house,  to be honest I have been dreadung this moment.  When I went to prison my parents wanted nothing to do with me , I don't think anything has changed. This is a family car so I am seated at the back with the twins while my sister sat at the front with her husband,  they where busy talking in low voices while holding hands and  cracking jokes excluding us from the conversation.  It still hurts a little knowing that my sister is bouncing ontop of the same dick that I used to bounce on,but than we learn to live with the pain .

Busi was already sleeping on my lap while Siwe was laying her head on my shoulder while going through social media ,  I on the other side I was avoiding that . I logged in on my Facebook account and the massages there where awful,  it is not a secret that a lot of people know that man  and admired him even though he was a devil . We drove in through my hood and my nerves started going high , I wasn't ready for this . But I need a job and I can only do that when I face my fears wich happen to be my parents , the place haven't changed much except for the houses , people have done well for themselves .

We got to our streets and my palms started to sweat,  Siwe held my hand than squeezed it as she looked at me . I gave her a fake smile as the car came to an halt ,Nthabeleng and Carl got out first than the twins followed.  I followed slowly and closed the car door , my sister walked over the door as it opened my mom came out and gave her a crushing hug as she laughed out loud telling her how much she had missed her.  The house and yard has changed a lot , when I left it was a big house but now it is a double story with backrooms wich where also double story . I stood next to the car door as I watched the family reunion,  it looked like I wasn't needed here maybe I wanst it .

" I don't think I can do this " I whisper as I took a few steps back .

" Mama it is time you lived your own life and stopped living for someone alse do it for us ." I swallowed as I breathed out while nodding my head . My mom finally noticed me as she finished greeting her son in-law ,I could still see the hatred in her eyes . She turned back and walked inside the house followed by the beloved daughter, I followed the twins than walked in the house . I sat down on the couch and I could feel daggers bieng thrown over me if looks could kill I would be six feet under .

" When did you cone back ?" She asked. Well turns out she doesn't even give a flying fuck about my health

" This week " I say and she nods

" And you didn't think of calling me or your father ?" I sigh

" Well I wasn't in the mood of hearing of how much of a disappointment I am to you , I didn't want you fight you mama " She clapped her hands twice than looked at me

" I don't know what to say your father will see and your Aunt Abigail is around maybe she would say something that might not make you fell like a disappointment . So you don't want us to tell you how it was wrong to kill that man , how do you live knowing very well that you took someone's life  . " I keep quite becouse if I could answer they would say I am disrespectful

" Mama did not kill that man " Busi says while looking at Nthabeleng

" You too? who killed him if she didn't?"

" Well she knows herself " Siwe backs up her twin my mom stands up defeated than walked to the kitchen to get a cup of water , she came back and sat down on the couch .

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Nthabeleng Selepe

My mom was busy watching TV while we sat on the couches , we have just finished eating and my dad was still not back . The plan was to sleep over but than I don't think that would happen due to how tense it is here. My sister is not okey she did not eat halfway through her Food I bet it is becouse of how my mom reacted to her , well my Mather is not the most welcoming person in the world and she never really loved Nthabiseng from the start . She does love her but not like she loves me , my moms twin sister walked in her name is Abigail.  Well she is an opposite of my mother she loves Nthabiseng more than me , and she speaks her mind with the help of her black label . She was holding her bottle while wearing a dress one thing about her is that she might be a drunk but she is always clean.

" Hawu Skhulu Sami Nthabiseng you back " She said out loud while hugging her jumping up and down .For the first time ever since we arrived Nthabiseng smiled , when she was done with her she turned and looked me and Carl we where seated on the same couch.

" Sefebe se boile ke ipotsisa gore o robala bjang bosego o tseba gabotse gore o tsere monna wa kgaetsedi ya gago mola a tlaidega kgolegong , aww mara Nthabeleng o nyamisa bohle ka lapeng le o tsere morago ga ma wa gago(The slut is back i wonder how you sleep at night knowing very well that you took your sister's husband while she sufferd in prison , aww mara Nthabeleng you are a disappointment to everyone in this family you took after your Mather) " I kept quite becouse I knew she wanst done yet , my mother kept quiet she knows to well than to talk back on her .

"Le wena mr loyal o robala le bosisters ka bobedi o be o nyaka go latswa eng gore na tatso e tla swana just becouse they are twins , o tla sepela o swere HIV(And wena mr loyal you are sleeping with both sisters what you wanted to taste whether the taste would be the same just becouse they are twins , you will go around catching HIV)" God