SasuNaru

What our love once was Pt. 2

POV- Naruto Uzumaki 

"It started last year..." I started. "The year just started. Sasuke and I were very close... I started to realize that he was begining to become even closer. He started to ask me to come over and we would just sit there in silence; asked me to sit on his lap one time. Being me, I was completely oblivous to his true desires. He continued to ask for odd things... To sit on him and slightly move back and forth... I was too innocent to know what I was doing. But I started to give in and be less guarded...

"I didn't know it then, but I enjoyed pleasing Sasuke... I enjoyed making him happy... And I started to fall in love with him... Again, I didn't realize this..." I said lightly at my past self. "He was patient with my obliviousness... but eventually his desires over took him. He, one day, asked me to strip down. I agreed, wanting to please him -or what I thought I was doing, making him happy. He began to touch me in places I've never been touched... I wouldn't call it harrassment." I said quickly as I saw Shikamarus' expression change. "I seemed to enjoy it... As did he... He saw to I would let him do anything as long as I pleased him. We began to do more sexual things... Sex positions, Oral Sex, Sex toys... There's nothing we've never done -Sex wise.

"We decided to date... We were happy, but Sasuke drifted slowly... He asked me to meet him in an ally during the summer. He then told me he wanted to break up with me. Before I could compose myself he was gone. I cried for most of the summer, blaming myself... My first love... Gone in a blink of an eye..." My voice hardened. "I then told myself to forget everything but I didn't know that I would end up being in pain due to desires I wanted Him to do... 

"Then this year started and for the most part I held up okay. But he came back... saying he made a mistake letting me go... Asking, -No. Pleading for me to come back to him. I knew deep down, that I wanted him too... The yern for him that layed dormant within me blossomed. I wanted to refuse to cause him to be in pain like I was, but I saw in his eyes that he had been in just as much pain as I had. So I agreed. I found happiness again. But I forgot Sakura had a crush on him... Until she asked me to help her to gain Sasuke's love. I told Sasuke... but said he had no care for Sakura nor her feelings towards him.

"Then Sakura saw us together... kissing in the market... My cousin, Karin happen to be there when Sakura threw a her 'temper tantrum', and she heard everything... As you know, almost every girl like Sasuke and she was one of them. She wanted revenge so she told the school how much of a 'fucker' I am 'for' Sasuke." I sighed, defeated. "I got mad at him for involving me with him again... and ran."

Shikamaru stayed quiet for a moment. 

"You should forgive him..." Shikamaru said with a sigh, closing his eyes. "He cares for you dearly... Even I -for someone who is careless- can see that..." He chuckled once. "He won't hurt you. I know that. Just give him another chance." He then turned his head to me, smiling. I couldn't help but to smile back to him. He had a clear point... As always... I then frowned. "What is it?" He asked, confused with my sudden expression.

"You always seemed to always know what to do... It'd be nice to find just one thing you couldn't figure out." I laughed at myself.

"Very unlikely." He smirked and then his expression softened again. "Go to the Uchiha... He must be worried that you'll hate him forever."

I nodded with another smile and got up. I ran to the door and left Shikamaru to himself.

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