"Louis, I love you so much." I hugged him tighter and buried my head in his neck.
"Shh... Stop crying,love. Im right here,okay? I love you too." He answered while rubbing my back trying to calm me down.
"Please don't leave me. Just dont please...I need you" I cried, begging him.
"Hey...hey" I heard his wonderful voice calling my attention. I looked at him meeting his blue, teary eyes. "You're very special to me. I will never do that to you, do you hear me? Never. I love you (y/n). I love you so much that it fooking hurts." He said and puts his arms around me.
This is the best feeling in the world... to be with someone you love, someone who cares for you, someone who will make you feel special.
beep!! beep!! beep!!
What was that?
beep!! beep!! beep!!
"(Y/N)....wake up! Its Saturday! You have to go to the mall!" I felt someone shaking me. "Shut up,Louis" I said.
"Who the fck is Louis? As in Louis Tomlinson?!! Stop dreaming about him for fck's sake!" My mom said rudely. "He doesn't even know you." She added.
I want him to be mine. I want to have kids with him and live a happy life. I want to be the reason why he's smiling,laughing, and everything. I want to spend my whole life with him, every year, every month, every week, every day,every hour , and every minute but I cant. I want to hug him, I want to kiss him, I want to cuddle with him but I cant. I love him so much...so fcking much. Does he love me? Of course!.....I'm one of his fans. YES, I'm just a fcking fan and I will always be.
It hurts,you know? Its hurts so bad but what can I do? Nothing. I guess I'm stuck to dreaming that he will be mine, buying their concert tickets, listening to their songs, buying their albums...... I'M JUST ANOTHER FAN....
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This is really short but y'know, this is all I can do since Im kinda busy. Im really sorry if you dont like it. I promise, its going to be longer next time. I love you all xx
