"Are you okay?"
"What do you think?"
"But mate-"
"Man, i loved her. And I love her still. It hurts that it starting to hurt me physically."
"Then why don't you get back to her? Tell her you're sorry. Tell her you-"
"It's not that easy! It's easy for you to say that because you're not in my position.."
"I'm sorry. I'm just telling the truth. I know it hurts like a bitch but, you can't let them be the reason again to take away the only person you're feeling complete, happy."
"I know. I know. But-"
"But what? You love your fans? Sure, the fans always first. You wanna make them happy blah blah blah. But did it made you happy? Making them happy?"
"......"
"Mate, when will you start thinking of yourself first? Not always the fans being your first priority? When will you realize that you're a human, too? You're hurting, Louis!-"
"Just.. Stop!"
"Listen to me first. Yes, they care for you. Yes, they love you. Yes, they want you to be happy. You know, I'm not saying this to you to stop caring for your fans and leave them. Hell no. What I'm just trying to here is that you deserve to be happy, to live and love normally like them. Yeah you're famous and on the top of the world. But that doesn't mean you can't and shouldn't have a normal life and love life. Do you get my point here? Or are you even listening to me?"
Silence....
"She's hurting, mate. I don't wanna see her crying again. I don't wanna be the reason of her tears anymore. I don't wanna see her being depressed and telling herself she's not beautiful, she's not worth it, that she don't deserve me, and it's not true. She deserve everything, and me. It's like hundred people stabbing my heart over and over again whenever I see her like that. And I know I did the right thing. Yes, I regretted it after telling her that we're over, but it wasn't for me, it's for her. I don't care if I'm not happy with my decision. All I want is her to be happy and live normal without hates and bashers. And she deserve someone that's not me. Someone who will make her happy and feel loved that I should've done a long time ago. But no, all I did was to make her cry almost every night. Now that she's not with me, she's not going to suffer anymore. Imagine how happy she will be when no more hates on her favorite social medias. No more people would call her beard and fake. No more bashers will bring herself down more. No more-"
"Sshh, stop crying, Louis. I understand."
"She's the most beautiful thing I've ever had in my life. 4 years. 4 f*cking years. And now it's all gone..."
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Sad. I know. Sorry 🙈 Who did you imagine Louis was talking to? 😊
- Unknown xx
