I wake up to feel Matt's grip from around my waist, loosen.
"What time is it?" I ask turning over, my head was burning and my eyes hurt to open.
"It's 12 pm babe" He smiles kissing my cheek, he knew I had a super bad hangover, that's why he was smiling, it was my fault to be honest. I don't reply I just pull off the blankets and stand up which my head start thumping. I cry out as I walk out the room, Matt following behind me. I hear laughing and shouting coming from downstairs which made my head ache more and more.
"What's up bro" Nash says to Matt as him, Cam and Carter sat on the sofa, I look over at Carter who looks up at me and smiles when he sees me.
"Hey" I say as all the boys smile, Charlie was sat on the other couch with Taylor, they were in their own world.
"You look rough Jade" Cam speaks looking up at me
"I feel it, I honestly regret everything I did last night" I sigh, one thing in particular.
"Everything?" Carter laughs locking his phone.
"Everything.." I speak, his smile drops and he unlocks his phone going onto his messages, messaging Maggie most likely.
"You want something to help with your head?" Cam asks, he was honestly so caring
"Could I just have some tablets with juice please?" I smile as he nods and stands up
"Just sit next to Carter and Nash, you'll be fine" He smiles walking into the kitchen
"I'll just, sit over here" I reply, sitting next to Carter was not going to happen. I go over to Charlie and Taylor and sit next to them as they both turn to me and smile.
"How you doing?" Charlie asks smiling at me, he could tell by my face I was not in the best of moods.
"Erm, well I regret everything I did last night" I laugh as he shakes his head.
"You were fucked man, I don't blame you for what happened last night" Taylor speaks putting his arm round the back of my neck and pulling me close into a hug as Charlie joined in.
"If only you knew" I sigh as I release from the hug, Cam came back out and gives me a Capri sun and two tablets to help with my head.
"Here you go babe" He smiles
"Thanks" I reply, I hated having all this attention just because I had a fucked up night and did fucked up things, some things that people didn't even know happened.
"Georgia, for a video we should collab my song 'all I want' because I need someone to sing the verses" Cam speaks walking into the kitchen where Georgia was stood, wow thanks for not asking me Cam, you know. I felt like Cam and Georgia were getting too close, I wasn't jealous or anything but that means I wouldn't be able to ever spend time alone with Georgia, unlike old times. Georgia instantly ran up stairs, most likely getting changed.
"I'm going to take a shower" I speak taking my last tablet and standing up. Without saying another word I rush upstairs and into mine and Matt's room. I open the drawers and pull out my ripped high waisted black skinny jeans, a white skinny crop top, some new underwear and my matching bra.
"Why are you ignoring me?" I hear someone speak, I turn around to see Carter stood in the doorway, he walked in and closed the door behind him, locking it.
"What happened yesterday was a mistake, I didn't mean anything I said, or did" I reply, it was true I didn't even want to look him in the eyes any more.
"Last night, I found out, Maggie wasn't my true love, it was you. I do love Maggie, loads, and I'm sure you love Matt, but we have connection Jade" He speaks, he pulled me close by my waist making me drop my new clothes on the floor. As much as I wanted to push away and ignore what he was saying, I couldn't. Something about him made me want to stay in his grip.
"I love you" He whispers finally pushing his lips onto mine, flashbacks from last night filled my mind as our lips moved in sync, he lay me down on the bed gently as he started to lift my shirt up.
"No, not again" I speak pushing him off me
"What do you mean not again?" He asks, he knew exactly what I meant. I don't reply I just stand up and grab my clothes from off the floor
"You know what I mean" I reply harshly turning around, I felt his hand grip on my waist twisting my body around, his body was now pushed up mine, I couldn't resist him, I don't know why, but I just couldn't. There was something about him that made him irresistible.
"Kiss me" He whispers, his lips hovered over mine gently as I felt his hot breathe touching my lips
"I don't want to" I reply, even though I didn't want to, I still couldn't resist his touch
"Do you love me?" He whispers again, what? Why would he ever think that.
"No, I love Matt" I speak, tears started forming in my eyes
"So why did you have sex with me last night?" He smiles as his lips moved closer to mine
"I was drunk I.." before I had chance to finish his lips once again crashed onto mine, I was telling myself to pull away but I couldn't, I couldn't bring myself to it.
"I love you" I whisper breaking the kiss before he pushes his lips onto mine again, our lips moved in sync before he pulls away.
"I love you too" He smiles before walking off, he unlocked the bedroom door before walking out
"Hey Charlie" I hear him speak as Charlie walked past, I see him smile before looking in the room
"What was he in here for?" He asks looking confused, he had no clue
"Nothing important" I smile walking into the bathroom and locking it behind me. I pull off my shirt and underwear before turning on the shower, I step in washing my hair and body. I had about four hickeys on my neck, luckily none were from Carter, but from the other night with Matt.

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Playlist Live // Cameron Dallas
FanficLiving the famous life must be easy right? not when you meet these boys. love triangles, fights and more breaks out. 17 year old Jade decided 2 years ago to start a YouTube channel along with her 3 best friends, 16 year old Georgia, 18 year old Lucy...