|3:04am| 📍atlas house
"What's wrong Jmena"atlas asked while rubbing my back as I sat on his lap with my head in his chest
"Nothing I just missed you"i partially lied
"So you call me at 2 am to come get you you'a never do dat for no reason"
"I can't just miss you and wanna be around You atlas? the last few days have been hard"
"Fasho but I know you and I know sum wrong"
I lifted my head from his chest and looked at atlas
"Just listen to what I have to say and please please don't try and fight against it"
"Ight what"
"I lovee you soo much atlas your actually my first real love first everything damn near"I laughed a little at the last part
"I love you too baby"he said licking over his bottom lip
"I love all the things we've experienced together In the short time we've had together I've enjoyed every moment really"
My eyes began to trail off of atlas as I got close to the part I'd been prolonging
Atlas's heart started to pick up pace as Jmena continued to speak her tone was very serious Atlas felt as if whatever she was about to say he wouldn't be able to talk her out of
"We need to take a break for a while not permanently just until everything with my mom is over maybe we need it for ourselves too"
"No Jmena"
"Yes atlas just a short break maybe for a month we have to we're gonna get back together I promise"
"You trynna do dis shit for yo momma Jmena youn want dis so no"
"It's not us breaking up for good let's just do it after the month I'll just figure things out with her"
"Why you not trynna figure da shit out now I'm tired of hearing this negative ass shit yo momma saying Ian done nun wrong"
"I tried earlier she's not having it at all"
Atlas let out a deep sigh before responding
"I'm tired of dis shit man"
"Me too I don't wanna disrespect her wishes anymore though"
"Disrespect? She disrespected us and our damn relationship Jmena"
"Come on i just wanna do what she said"i mumbled starting to tear up
"Why is you crying Jmena"
"I'm upset don't wanna do it I'm pressured to do this it's my mother not just a random person though so I can't just ignore what she says"
"Ight promise me sum"
"Ok"
"No more den a month Jmena Ian playin withchu"
"No more than a month"i repeated
"Imma come to yo crib 30 days from now real shit Ian gon give a fuck bout what yo momma say at that point"
"Ok"i said lowly as he wiped my tear
"Don't be doing that crying shit suck them hoes up ain't no reason for you to be cryin Ian goin nowhere"
"I be hurt I can't just suck it up"
"Stop hurting den look ion even want you to leave nomo"atlas wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me back down to his chest
We laid there in a comfortable silence until I had fallen asleep
|11:09am|
"You have to let gooo atlas you trynna kill me"i said while in his tight embrace
"5 more minutes"he mumbled placing the 7th kiss on my forehead
"Okay I don't want her looking outside I'm already preparing to get lectured when I go in"
"Stop worrying bout her for these last 5 minutes Jmena"
"Ok ok"I looked up at him
"I love you baby"he said while placing a kiss on my lips
"I love you too atlas"
"Imma stuff yo lil ass in my trunk den she gon have a reason to not Fuck wit me"
"My mom definitely won't hesitate to call the police especially if she think you kidnapped me"I laughed
"Rat ass"
"30 days no more Jmena"he sighed and shook his head
"Everything is gonna be ok"i gave him a closed mouth smile
"For who her?"
"Come on now atlas"
"I'm coolin"
We stood outside for 10 minutes in each others arms and talked till I finally got inside
"SHES HERE"my mom shouted as soon as I closed the front door
I tried to avoid her and just go to my room but in reality I knew that wasn't gonna happen
"Come here Jmena I don't know why you thought to just walk past me you see me right here"
"Sorry ma yes"
"Where'd you go at 2 am I looked at the cameras"
I knew she seen atlas car on the cameras too then so I didn't understand why she would ask that dumb question
"With atlas"
"Ohhhhh so did you not listen to anything I was fucking talking to you about your sneaking out that's another reason you need to LEAVE him alone"she semi shouted and I noticed my dad walk in the room
"We broke up ma that's what you wanted you got it atlas was nothing but a positive influence on me he makes me feel happy, pretty, and more yeah I started doing things you don't approve of but things like that was bound to happen" once I said that I went to my room not allowing her to reply
I wanted her to understand what she was doing was beyond wrong
