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"Wooooo"i shouted as atlas walked across the stage

"That's my babyyyy" i heard a random females voice making me turn around cus who tf

I see a girl that goes to our school clapping hard asf I took a mental note of that and sat my ass down cus I was pissed

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"Wassup ma"atlas said putting his arm on my shoulder

"Who is that"I said pointing at the girl from earlier

"Shit ion know"

"Don't lie to me atlas"

"I'm deadass what I gotta lie for"

"You lying cus you want to lie why was she clapping for you and called you her baby"

"Ion know why you trynna start shit be coo you supposed to be happy fa me"

"You mess wit her or something"

I was literally holding in tearing because it was like my heart shattered I'd never been in a real relationship like this and I'm probably getting cheated on

"No I don't Jmena"

"Ok"

"You believe me"

"No but it's ok go talk to you brother I seen him somewhere"I said then walked up to kj

"Wassup twin"he said hugging me

"Hey congrats"

"preciate it Why yo eyes waterin you good"

"Yes I'm ok what you bout to do tho"

"Mfs supposed to be havin a party so imma see Wassup wit that"

" have funn but not too much and be safe"

"Stay dangerous twin"kj chuckled then walked away to his mom

"Aye where you goin"atlas said

"Imma have my mom come get me"

"Fa what I'm right here"

"I just wanna go home now"

"Bring yo ass on I can take you"he said grabbing my wrist taking us to his car

"The point is I dnt wanna be around you right now atlas"

"You ain't gotta choice Jmena get in"he said opening the passenger door

I got inside he closed my door and went around and getting in on the drivers side

"Just be real with me atlas don't lie do you mess with her or talk to her"

"Na-"

"Don't lie just tell me the truth"

"I don't Jmena I'm deadass she ugh gave me head before though that dats it"

I felt my heat shatter all over again

"When..."

"Shit ion know 4 or 5 months ago"he said running his fingers through his hair

"If it was that long ago why she acting like y'all got something goin on calling you baby"

"Damn near everybody know we fuck wit each other she probably seen you and did that shit outta spite"

"Lemme see your phone"

He unlocked the phone and gave it to me I went through all his iMessages and dms I didn't find anything but old messages

"Ok what's her instagram"

"What you bout to do Jmena"

"What's her instagram"

"Shit ion remember lemme see"

"No you ain't bout to delete anything before I see it"

"Ian bout to do shit give me the phone bruh"

I gave it to him he passed it bck after going on her page I went through they're messages thread and i didn't find nothing besides old messages

I had to do the ultimate test and look at they messages on her spam she made it easy for me to find because it was tagged in her bio

And that's where the evidence was at

"Why was she just texting you last week"

"Did i reply"

"No"

"Right it don't matter den she's texting herself"

"Why didn't you block her atlas you did stuff with her and you have a girlfriend now theres no reason for her to still be able to text you"

"I'm not worried abt that hoe Jmena I'm wit yo ass or otp wit you 24/7 you would fucking know if I was cheating if dats what you thinking"

"Block her and everybody else you've done anything sexual with"I sat his phone down on his lap

"Fuck is you so insecure for im wit you not no other hoe why I gotta do that extra shit"

"Because you're making me feel like I can't trust you atlas why are you cussing at me? Why you so defensive abt this"i said while a tear fell from my eye onto my cheek

"Cus ion question you bout no nigga I trust yo stupid ass and ion question our relationship"

I got to the point where I was in full blown tears atlas had never cussed me out or acted this way towards before

"Why you cryin jmena"

"Take me home"i mumbled out wiping my eyes because my vision began to blur

"Why can't we finish the conversation my fault for cussing you out"

"You got your point across you not gon block them take me home please or imma just call my momma and tell her to come"

"You not really listening Jmena Ian fuckin wit no bitch in my phone besides you and you seen that so what's the point in blocking them"

"It's the fact that your not trying to remove them even if you dnt mess with them anymore atlas"

"Ion need to if Ian worried abt them you just insecure and don't trust me even though you ain't gotta valid reason to feel that way"

"I'm done just take me home"

When I got home curled into a ball and cried till I had fell asleep

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