"TT baby getting big in there" i rubbed cypress stomach
"Girlll I feel like you just trynna say I'm getting big talking about him this all me"
"If you wanna put it like that..."
"Oh wowww jmena you taking after that nigga atlas too much"
"No I'm not I didn't say it you said it"
"Girl you turning into him y'all need some time apart ion like that I need my best friend back lord please save her from the devil himself please lordd"cypress looked up to the ceiling with prayer hands
I rolled my eyes and laughed "my man ain't no devil he's the sweetest actually"
"Atlas sweet??? Girl bye his ass ain't ever got shit nice to say he only show that side of him with you"
"Yeah but he's working on that we're both working on things you know"
"Oh girl speaking of working on things jace and me have been talking things out we ain't had an argument in 2 days"
"Oh my god y'all making progress 2 days is a record cus y'all couldn't go 2 seconds"
"It definitely is some type progress he's been much more calm with me"
"So what y'all planning to do y'all gonna co parent or???"I said laying down on my stomach and resting my head on my arm
"Yup I don't see jace taking us serious and I'm ok with that now I've come to terms with it. Our son may have been conceived because of my selfish and his careless ways but he's not a mistake he's a blessing that I needed"
"For real lil jr is a blessing we all needed actually I can't wait till he's born my baby fever is bad rn I've been seeing so many cute pictures of babies I just wanna cuddle one"
"Little jr??? Girllll I am not naming my baby after your brother what he done went and told y'all"cypress jerked her head back after my statement
"He told my parents and me y'all naming him jace he lied?"I laughed at her reaction
"Most definitely I don't have a name just yet but trust it isn't gonna be jace jr I find that disgusting actually I used to moan saying his name I won't be calling my son that"
"Ok tmi that definitely is disgusting ion wanna hear that"
"Right my bad pookie I know you still sensitive to stuff like that even tho you be getting folded yourselfffff"
"I don't know what you talking about cy but I've yet to get folded"
"You will one day and girl Omg the hand on your stomach if I could get a man pregnant I would in that position"
"Cypress why are we talking about sex ??? Let's stop here cus you over there getting flashbacks and shit"
"Bitch I miss it celibacy is harddddd"cy laughed
"Ugh where is my man I need to Smoke you stressing me out"I turned on my back and picked up my phone to call atlas
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8:41pm
"Cypress lucky I can't knock her big head ass down stressing my mf baby out" atlas said passing the blunt back to me
I took a hit of the blunt inhaling the smoke and atlas looked at me as I held it in
"Ight let dat shit go na"he patted my chest I exhaled and started coughing
"Dats what yo ass get trynna hit dat shit like you uh nigga"
"Let me get some of your drinks"I said in between coughs
Atlas took the blunt from me and passed me his drink
"You can't hit this bitch again yo ass done"
"Whyyyy I need it I'm stressing bae"I said after I took a sip of his Gatorade
"What got you stressing jmena I know it wasn't really dat bs wit cypress"
"Ion know reality just hit me like a brick the other day I'm a senior,I'm finna be 18, and I'm graduating"
"All of dat is good what you tripping about"
"You're right I don't even know why I'm tripping"
"Nah Ian trynna invalidate yo feelings ma but you should be happy bout that you growing up and stepping into tha real world"
"I think that's why I'm scared"
"Come ova here"atlas said patting his lap i climbed over his car's console and sat on his lap resting my head on his shoulder
"Imma be wit you watching you grow we a unit girl you ain't doing dis alone"
"You so sweet and caring baby I love you"I said looking up at him
"I love you too baby" he said placing a kiss on my lips
Updating after 2 months crazy ikr something is better than nothing!!!
