Continued ⚠️ TW sensitive content|abuse ⚠️
Side note: Guys I was logged out of my account for a long time I've been wanting to come back but I didn't know my password or the email I used but the queen is back 😊
"Relax jmena you not gon get pregnant plan b and birth control ain't no way that baby would be a miracle"
"Google literally say it's possible"
"Mtch let me see" atlas said taking my phone
"It is unlikely why you ain't read that part come on jmena you overreacting"
"Better safe than sorry atlas"
"Ma you not gon get pregnant I promise stop stressing about it" atlas pulled me onto his lap and kissed my cheek
"I hope not we not having sex ever again I swear"
"Whoa slow ya roll ever again?"
"EVER AGAIN" I said getting up from his lap
"That's a bit of a stretch"
"Yeah and so is 9 months or more like 18 years"
"You gon have my kids one day not no time soon but imma make you my wife and we gon start a family"
"Really" I said standing in between atlas legs and he rapped his arms around my waist
"Yeah I love you girl you my backbone" I smiled at his response
"You know the amount of commitment that comes with that"
"Yeah why"
"It's just we have to tell each other everything future past..."
Atlas dropped his head and looked down realizing what I was getting at
"I should know everything and vise versa atlas especially if you see us spending the rest of our lives together"
"Just not rn momma i will just give me some time"
"Atlas I don't wanna rush you but your more likely to just sweep it under the rug you think I forget and you just don't say anything else about it"
"Ion want you thinking differently about me or feeling bad"
"You're my same ole atty I won't I promise" i cupped his face in my hands and kissed his lips
"Ok sit down" I pulled another chair that went to the table closer to atlas and sat in front of him
"My dad been in a gang and selling drugs since he was 13 cus he grew up in foster care and naturally the older he got the more respect he got him and ma dukes met when she was 16 he was 18"
"Like us" I smiled
"Yeah but they was on and off my mom ended up getting pregnant with my older brother when she was 19 and I guess that settled my dad down whole time he would still go out and cheat my mom just wasn't finding out fast forward my momma had me at 22 but when I was 4 shit started getting bad between them I remember they would argue sometimes and he would put his hands on her"
Atlas balled his fists up and shook his head
"I'm sorry atty..."
"You good but yeah when I was 4 or that's just what I remember he started to put his hands on her but when I was 6 Gio was 9 he found out gio wasn't his son that day I had told her I was sick so I could stay home from school in reality the night before I had heard them arguing and I just wanted to stay with her"
My heart started racing thinking about what I assumed happened next I reached over and intertwined our fingers I deeply regretted bringing this up and making him talk about it
"My dad came home drunk after being gone the whole night it all happened so fast they argued my mom kicked me out the room and I heard her screaming then it stopped and I heard my dad start to scream at her to get up"
"Oh my atlas" my heart sank and a single tear dropped from his eye
"I went in the room seeing her on the floor with blood coming from her face my dad was beside her saying sorry and he didn't mean it I knew something was really wrong this time because he never did that and I started to cry eventually he got up and called the police he trained me on what to say he had me lie for him so he didn't go to prison I did what he said cus I didn't know any better
as time went on I realized it was him that killed my mother he even sent my brother off to live out here I started to grow into his ways hanging around the corner smoking at a young age but when I was about 14 I got fed up with him and how he would treat me so i went to the police I told them everything I could remember it took a while cus my father did go down without a fight but he finally got arrested for the murder of my mother"
"I'm so sorry atlas I never thought"
"You good momma stop saying sorry it's over now i needed to tell you I had turned to the streets completely after he went to prison my life was terrible I was in and out of jail stealing, selling you name it but right before I turned 17 I moved down here with gio and I slowly started to turn my life around not completely but I'm trying shit I met you and you make me wanna do better"
"Awww I'm so happy to hear that"i said getting up and giving him a hug
"I love you"
"I love you too and I'm proud of you too you're doing great atlas ok"
"Mhm" he mumbled in the side of my neck
"You ok"
"Yeah come on let's go lay down" atlas picked me up and went to his room
Cypress pov
📍Jace house
"You so irritating Jace you know that"
"Here you go Ian did shit to you cypress so nah I don't know"
"Oh so you wasn't flirting with that girl at hospital earlier"
"No ! wtf you just assuming shit we exchanged 3 words fuck is you on"
"I seen yall with my own two eyes laughing n shit I mean damn talk to any bitch you want but around me that's disrespectful"
"We wasn't talking like dat cypress Ian bout to do this with you yeen bout to give me a headache" he said rubbing his head and walking away
"You give me one all the time so why not? making me feel like shit got bitches saying my baby isn't yours like I go through so much shit" I said while following him into the kitchen
"Dat was how long ago why you bring dat shit up still you do shit to yourself dat ain't me"
"I have recent messages from a bitch texting me saying fuck my baby and you not the daddy fr I don't do shit to myself but continue to make myself look goofy"
"Hm let me see" Jace jerked his head back and reached out for my phone
"You just said I do shit to myself now you wanna see" I said pulling up the message on my instagram and passing him my phone
"Ian been fucking with no hoes since I've been around you constantly so yeah I'm trynna see"
"Really"
"Yes cypress im trynna do better as a man I was raised right and im trynna act like it so I'm sorry dis hoe still messing with you still Ian know nothing bout dat"
"It's ok im sorry for going off on you"
"Come here"Jace grabbed my arm and pulled me into his chest
"I wanna be the man I was raised to be and I wanna be there for my kid 24/7 ion wanna do dat co parenting shit"
"You wanna be together?"
"Yeah"
Nice lil episode huh 😏
