The music in him

- running after you -

He didn't go home, he didn't go to the woods, he went.. He went somewhere he didn't think he'd go again. Izuku ran down the streets crying like he hasn't for years. It felt like his chest was burning. It felt like his legs were about to give up. He hates that feeling and yet loves it. It feels so relieving and yet so painful.

After at least half an hour of running he had made it. The tall gates, gates he hated, it felt so dumb, like he was willingly walking in a place to cry.

He took a deep breath before passing those gates, he walked down the path and then to a single tombstone, with a name he hadn't seen in a while.
"Hey Yagi..." He smiles softly as he looked up at the dark grey sky who was holding in a storm.

Who knows how long before it would fall or if it'd be only rain or an agressive thunder storm, maybe it was only a mask and it'd pass soon, it wouldn't be the first time after all.

♫♪♫

Katsuki stormed out the school with his two friends after him.
"Bakubro! Come on, you didn't mean it!" Kirishima almost pleads, knowing the blonde would regret this later and that he was acting on impulsivity.
"Yeah I fucking did." He spats back unconsciously looking around hoping to see a mop of green hair. "He makes his own choices." He adds annoyed.

Kirishima sighs loudly as he looked at Kaminari. "I'll go find Mido.." the golden haired boy whispers before running in the direction of the greenette's appartement.

"Bakugo.. You know, when we started with Mido, we didn't have any clue what we were getting into. He didn't want it, like at all, and we still tried. We wanted to help him and you're hurt right now but you know you'll regret it. You know just as much as me that this isn't what you want." Kirishima resonates trying to not sound too harsh but not too soft either.
"Yeah well, I didn't think he would be so ungrateful." Katsuki spats back.
"He's grateful Bakugo and don't even try telling me otherwise." Kirishima retorts firmly. "He's scared, scared to be abandoned or thrown out because he's complicated. And you want to know what you just did?" Kirishima asks harshly. "You proved him that he had a reason to be scared, a reason not to trust us because he knows that he could be left at any time." Kirishima explains stinging Katsuki a little.
"Yeah well, I wouldn't have said that if he trusted me in the first place." He replies trying to hide his hesitation.

"That's the thing about trust. You can't just expect someone to trust you because you did something nice. They'll let you approach them. But gaining their trust.. Gaining his trust won't be a piece of cake. Not when he's been tossed around. So what you just did.. What you just did brought you back to square one." Kirishima explains calmly.

Katsuki frowned as he started walking against the flow of students who were going back for the next class.
"Whatever, I don't care. It's not like he's apart of the group anymore." Katsuki replies nonchalantly.
"That's where you're wrong, you had your word when he was chosen but now that he's in it, you'll need a majority vote." Kirishima smirks making Katsuki's eye twitch. "So, you'll be able to see Mido, everyday, except that now. Now he'll be far from you, Katsuki Bakugo, because he doesn't want to bother." Kirishima mocks, still sounding serious.
"Fuck off Shitty Hair." Katsuki grumbles as he fasten his pace.  
"No. Not until you apologize." Kirishima orders.
"I don't do that shit. For no one." Katsuki retorts annoyed.
"Fine, I'll call Todoroki so he can go reassure Midoriya since you won't do it." Kirishima shrugs taking out his phone making Katsuki's head shoot back.
"Shitty Hair. Don't fucking do that." Katsuki order.
"Because you know you still want to have him, therefor you're planning on staying close to him." Kirishima explains cocking an eyebrow.
"He can't avoid me forever." Katsuki grumbles, mostly trying to convince himself.
"He won't avoid you, simply treat you as a stranger."
"He won't, he can't."
"Except that he would and that he can."
"He can't!" Katsuki yells. "We're in the same class and same group." Katsuki remembers.
"Until he decides to homeschool. That he decides to close himself even more." Kirishima remembers.
Katsuki curses under his breath as he looked a little less discreetly around in search of a green haired boy. "Listen as much as you're my best bro, Mido needs me too. So are you coming or not?" Kirishima asks with a hint of hope.
"No, you'll see that he'll come back." Katsuki grumbles walking off to his own home.