Realization

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"I think he's very attractive yes I mean you all are but Chris..... I don't I like him like that." I paused for a bit. "I think."

"If you say so."

I gave him a side eye making him chuckle a little.

"Does he really get jealous over the other members? How? Why? We only ever talk to each other is if we are arguing."

"He has a different way of showing it noona. He can't technically be with you but that won't stop him from being protective over you."

For some reason that made me smile a little. "Minho? Protect over me?" I looked down at the muffin still in my hands. I wrapped it back up, saving it for later. But I couldn't stop thinking about Minho now. I was lost in thought when I heard Jisung whining.

I looked up to see him and Hyunjin on the floor pouting. "Uh... Chris what are they doing?"

"They are hangry." He giggled.

I quickly stood up checking the time on my phone. "Oh my gosh!" I yelled out louder than I meant getting the attention of everyone in the room. I quickly bowed, apologizing for the interruption. "Chris why didn't you tell me it was lunch time!" I looked down at him with a glare.

He shrugged. "Eh I guess I didn't think about it since I'm not hungry."

I face palmed myself and gave my unfinished muffin with Minho's hoodie to Chris for him to hold. "Don't eat it. It's mine."

He playfully rolled his eyes. I pulled out my phone as I walked towards the door, looking for a place to order food.

When I suddenly felt the weight of someones arm over my shoulders. I looked over to see a very cute and smiling Seungmin.

"누나, (Noona) whatcha about to do?"

"I'm actually on my way to grab you guys some food."

"Well.. I know what I want for dessert." He looked me up and down with a smirk.

I felt my cheeks blush right away. I tried to cover my face with my hands but it was no use. Seungmin immediately saw how flustered I got at his comment and pulled me in tighter. 

"I'll go with you."

"You know you can't." I giggled. "You are on lock down." He kept his arm over me, keeping me close. As we were walking to the door, a comment that Chris made earlier flashed in my head. "Minho gets jealous when another member gets close to you." As his words played in my mind I felt the stare I knew all too well. I glanced over at Minho who was definitely staring at us. "Was he really jealous??"

I watched as he made his way towards us. Just before Seungmin and I reached the door, he stepped in our way blocking the exit.

"누나, (Noona) I need to talk to you." He gave Seungmin a death stare. "Right. Now." He said without taking his eyes of Seungmin. I could see the anger built up in his eyes.

Before anyone else could speak Minho flipped Seungmin's arm off of me, grabbed my wrist and pulled me out the door.

"Hey! Hyung you ju-"

Minho turned back and gave Seungmin the scariest look, making him literally freeze in fear.

"I.... Uh.. catch ya later 누나 (Noona)." Seungmin said sounding sad and scared at the same time.

"Byyy- ahhhgh"

Minho whipped me out the door slamming it shut and pinning me up against the wall. Both of his arms extended out, hands on each side of my head, with his palms on the wall.

"Min-minho... wh.. what are you doing?" My voice was shaking. As he stayed quiet, I couldn't help but admire his features. His hair was still sweaty from his dance practice. I could almost see his toned abs through the low cut off part of his shirt where the sleeves used to be.

My breathing was getting more and more shallow the longer I stared at him.

"I thought you said there was nothing going on between you and him?" He said in almost a growl.

And with that snood comment I no longer felt anxious. I huffed at him while folding my arms over my chest. "Like I said before." I started speaking with attitude now. "There is nothing going on between us and why do you care if there was?" I poked his chest with my finger. "Is Seungmin not allowed to like me? Am I not allowed to like other people? I'm not yours, I can do whatever I want."

I tried to push his arm up to walk away but he pushed me back into the wall with his other hand. I could see the tension rise up in his eyes as his face said it all. He let out a sign, taking a step back and rubbing the back of his neck while looking down.

"...누나.... (Noona) Yes ok.. I'm jealous. Alright? I like you. A lot." He went silent for a moment. "Whenever that article came out of you and Seungmin...." His voice trailed off as I saw him clutch both his fists. "I just couldn't hold back anymore. I don't want you near him. I don't want him to touch you. I don't wan-"

I grabbed the middle of his shirt, cutting him off and pulling him towards me until my lips met his. I don't know why I did this. Maybe it was his jealousy mixed with his confession that had me feeling some type of way.

It wasn't a long kiss. Just a simple taste to see how he really felt or maybe it was to see how I really felt. I let go of his shirt and nervously looked up at him. He didn't say anything just stared blankly, blinking several times, causing me to freak out a little.

"I'm sorry! I shou-"

He pushed me back against the wall, placing his forearm on the wall over my head causing me to stop talking. I nervously looked into his eyes and not a second later I felt his lips back on mine, kissing me aggressively yet very passionately.

Never in a million years did I think I would actually melt into Minhos touch but here I am. Even after I told Chris I didn't like him, yet I am kissing him back with the same energy not wanting him to let me go.

We heard the door start to open and I pushed Minho away as hard as I could, trying to hide that I was out of breath from the make out session I wasn't expecting to have.

"You are going to eat whatever I bring back, do you understand? Either eat what I buy or starve!" I yelled at him. Felix, Jeongin and Chris were all staring at us. Felix walked over laughing as I nervously looked at Minho who already understood what I was doing.

"I'd be scared of her if I were you mate." Felix gave him a pat on the back while still laughing.

Minho looked up at me giving me a small smirk. I looked away towards Chris, trying to not get flustered.

I saw a smirk spread across his face too. I could feel my cheeks heat up as I realized that Chris knew what he just interrupted. I turned towards the other way trying to not look at anyone, hoping they don't notice how flustered I am.

"Whatever the argument is this time can't it wait until she gets back Hyung??? I AM GETTING VERY HANGRY!" Jeongin started whining loudly.

"I think it's nap time Innie." I heard Minho snicker in a baby voice causing Jeongin to pout, puffing his cheeks out. Minho looked over at me before walking over to the other three boys standing by the door and winked.

I almost choked on my breath as I felt my heart flutter. "I can't believe this just happened. Does this mean I like him?" I was lost in thought until I heard Chan speak.

"Yes 누노 (Noona), you like him." He giggled.

I looked up to see that it was now just him and I standing in the hallway. "But I-" I was honestly lost for words. "Me like Minho?" I then thought back to our kiss. How held me. How his lips felt. The way he kissed me so passionately.

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