Be honest with myself

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I don't know how long I was staring at him but I came back to reality when Chris snapped his fingers in my face drawing my attention to whatever he wanted to show me.

He then started talking and pointing at his screen to show me all that he was working on and asked me for my opinion about certain lyrics and what not while I started to eat the muffin. "Mmhmm"  I giggled with satisfaction at the concept of stealing Minho's muffin.

"So you are the one who got it." I heard him say with a scoff.

"Huh? Got what?" I broke another piece off and placed it in my mouth.

"Minho only made one muffin this morning. Which I thought was weird considering he doesn't really eat chocolate. "

I looked down at the muffin then over to where Minho was standing and then back to Chris.

"So then I thought well he must have made it for Jisung but Minho refused to give it to him, causing Jisung to whine which then got all the other kids attention making them all start to fight over the muffin."

I felt my entire body heat up as I watched Chris smirk at me. "Turns out. He made that muffin just for you." He teased which almost made me choke.

"But why?" I shyly looked away while blushing.

"Guess he knew you would be too busy worrying about us that you would forget to eat again."

I became fluster. Just the thought of Minho caring so much as to go out of his way to make only me a muffin and not just any muffin. The only type of muffins I like made my heart flutter. "But how did he know I only like chocolate muffins?" I shyly looked over at him.

I looked back down at my lap and just stared at the half eaten muffin. "Did he say anything about yesterday?"

Chris nodded without looking away from his laptop. "Yeah, he was really worried about you, noona. I don't think he slept much last night."  He placed his arm over my shoulders, looking at me.

Chris then gave me a reassuring smile showing that cute dimple of his. "Now look at this." He said changing the subject. He kept his arm over my shoulders while showing me a couple things on his laptop.

I was trying real hard to concentrate but with Minho, Felix and Jeongin practicing their dance for the comeback, it was hard to even hear what Chris had to say. Especially since they were wearing loose shirts and their abs were visibly showing with every movement I could hardly take my eyes off of them.

I tried to break my eye contact that was focused on just Minho. He was wearing a sleeveless shirt and my eyes kept drawing back to his torso. Every once and awhile he caught me staring but instead of giving me a disgusted look like he would normally do, he smirked and causally winked. Which was just enough to get my heart going again.

I couldn't focus on what Chris was saying and he noticed that. Closing his laptop, he leaned back against the wall, pulling me in closer, and letting out a long sign. I normally would have asked him what's wrong but my mind was still on Minho. So I gave out a sign as well, laying my head into his body.

Minho looked over once again and this time instead of smiling at me or giving me a wink like he has been, he gave me his normal disgusted look again. "What's up with his mood today?" I said out loud not realizing it.

I lift my head off Chris and glare back.

Suddenly I heard Chris giggling. "What's funny?" I asked without taking my eyes off the mean mugging Minho.

"Noona."

"Hmm?"

He took his arm off from around me. "Haven't you figured it out yet?"

"Wha?"

"I can't believe you haven't figured it out yet. Are you that blind?" He crossed his arms and laughed some more.

He has my full attention now as I turned my head to face him. "Chris what are you saying?"

"Can't you tell that Minho is jealous?" He said while not being able to contain his laughter at my 'wtf' expression.

"Jealous? Jealous of what??"

Chris finally stopped laughing. "He likes you Noona."

"What??? No.... He doesn't.. does he?" I began to feel my body heat up as I looked down at my lap.

"Think about it. Why do you think he got so worried last night? Hmm?

"Wait.. no." I started to protest. "Anyone of you would have been just as worried! Especially Felix. You know that."

"Ok ok ok ok that is true but don't you see how jealous he gets when the other members get too close to you?"

My eyes widen as I thought back to all the times I caught Minho mean mugging while another member was around me.

"Well, ever since you came into our lives I have never seen Minho so happy. He may not show it around you but the moment you guys are apart he can not stop smiling. He talks to me all the time about you. He also doesn't terrorize the other members like he used to. So I don't know what you have done but thank you for saving me ear fulls of whining from the other kids." He placed his hand on my thigh that was covered up with Minhos hoodie. "Just know, whenever the time comes and you are ready to be honest with yourself. I give you my blessing." He said with a little nod.

I turn my head back towards Minho who is still practicing his dance. "Be honest with myself? Do I like Minho? No. No. I don't. I don't."

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