~Drowning in your love~

~part Seven~

MARKUS POV:

After my mom explained to me what happened, and the truth about who I was, or well rather who she was

And the fact that my father was killed by a werewolf, like my mate who I love dearly

And the fact that my mom was a Witch- Mage, and that my Brother is apparently

And my dad was the last of his kind, So that means that now I'm the last of my Kind,

ANNNNNDD that my beast is a tiger, a White Tiger to be Pacific

"This is a lot to take in" I say letting out a break I didn't know I was holding

"I know, and Markus I'm really sorry I kept of from you all this time" my mother says, she goes to put an hand on my shoulder, but i flinch and move away

She retreats her hand, smiling sadly

Laken stands up "Markus! Don't treat her like that! Not after all she's done to you" i flinch at his words, I mean what would you expect me to do??

Leaf stands up and Growls at Laken, his eyes turning a Bright Glowing emerald green color

"Laken sit, let your brother take it in, it's not his fault, it's partly mine" My mom says

I stand up and walk to Leafs room, when I hear Laken yell my name I let out a loud roar sounding, that causes everyone to go quiet, I turn around looking at them, my mom and brother flinch under my gaze, Keith looks ready to kill me in a instant, I'm guessing it's because I'm an omega trying to get an Alpha that's unmarked to Submit to me

Leaf looks like she's worried, and I can feel his worry through our mate bond, he's also a little on edge, I turn around and head to the room, when I get there I closes the door and go straight to the bed, I fall face first onto the bed

I dug my head into the pillow, I held it there until it was heard to breathe and even after that, I planned on doing it until I couldn't breathe, my lungs started to hurt, I couldn't breathe, and the last of breath in my lungs where being used, my ears started ringing, I felt a wine go through my head

I was about to pass out when I felt someone grab me back, I was to blurry to see who it was, I remember a yell for the Ambulance? No a Doctor? And the sound of Leafs voice, in tears, something about. 'Stay with me' 'I'm here now' 'I've got you' and a 'I'm sorry I wasn't there to help you, I'm a bad mate' I wanted to protest but before I could it went black

<TWO DAY LATER>

I wake up, groaning when I notice that I'm in the hospital again, I hear the beeping of the machines, and I see someone walking back and forth, making me dizzy by trying to move

I remember what happened, how Leaf said he was a bad mate, I want to tell him outher wise

"L-leaf?" I groan "leaf, leaf,leaf! LEAF!" I kept repeating, hoping he would hear me, I want him with me

I felt my start to cry

"Yes? Yes? I'm here, I'm here Markus! I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry!" I heard Leaf's voice, I sighed mowing he's here with me I'm going to be okay

"What for?" I ask looking at me frantic mate holding one of my hand to his cheek and the outher intertwined with his outher hand at me side

"I wasn't there! I wasn't there to help you, I know you where taking in a lot, I should have went upstairs with you, I don't want you to hurt your self again" leaf said, I felt the tears running down his face onto my hand

"I-I'm sorry, i-I just I-couldn't help it I-i wanted the pain to go away"

I start feeling my lip trembling

"Markus, I'm always here if you want to talk, and I'll be with you every step of the way, I'll help your get through this, I promise" leaf says giving my forehead a kiss than my lips

"Hug me, please and don't let me go" I ask leaf, he nods

He moves to under the blanket on the hospital bed, he lays between my legs, the lays his head on my lower stomach and wraps his arm around me

He reaches over and presses a button

"Hello, This is Dr.Reef is there anything I can get for you?" Dr. Reef ask

"Markus is awake, I'm just laying with him he wanted me to give his hugs and I am" he stops and looks at me, sending me a mind link, 'do you want to see your mother and brother?' He ask, I shake me head 'no' he turns back to the thing, "he doesn't want any outher visitors"

"Okay! I'll be in the in a Moment to check on him and give him his medicine" reef says, leaf let's go of the button

He wraps his arms around my waist, laying his head down on my lower stomach again

"Leaf I love you, you know that right? I wouldn't blame anything on you, and it's not your fault I did what I did, your not a bad mate, you where just doing what your thought was right" I say running a hand through his hair, he looks up at me

"I'm still sorry, you should be able ti turn and talk to me, I'm sorry I wasn't there for you" I sigh, "leaf it's okay, plus it was kinda hot how you Went all Alpha towards Lake, I giggled

Leaf laughs laying his head down, "see I told you I would make you smile, laughter, and screaming pleasures" he teases but using his nose to lift up my shirt and kiss my lower adman

I blush and it only get worse s thinking about the time we almost fucked in a good damn hospital bed,

I mean it's been like maybe 4 days since that happened but heyyyyyy, at least we didn't actually 'do it' in a hospital bed

I smile at the thought, leaf looks up, "whats so funny, your smiling like a mad man's over There" I shake me head at leaf, " it's nothing, I was just thinking an the day we almost had sex I'm the hospital bed" i says, he smirks

"Ohh the god old days, and I got Bitched at so Long after that, By Reef" I laughed and he joins

"It's was like 4 or 5 days ago" I laughed at the thought of him saying 'good old day'

He srugs his shoulders

He eventually ended up falling asleep, and me right after him

<A WEEK LATER>

MARKUS POV:

After we or I, was released we went back to my house, after begging Leaf because he wanted to take me pack to his pack

Me and Leaf where cuddling and he fell asleep, it was maybe 3 something in the morning and I needed to go to school in the morning

I curl up beside Leaf, I know I'll end up waking up before him

I eventually end up falling asleep