Symphony of Freaks

Finally

*Tommy's POV*

I have to admit it was pretty obvious that this was more than a friendship but I was still not sure how to act around him. What Cam said to me did assure me and I really wanted to change something but I just was so anxious because everybody knew that Adam was a quite dominant person when it comes to relationships but towards me he seemed kind of distant and almost uninterested at times. And then again he says suggestive things to me like last night. 'Not until you're my whore'.

He made me think this electricity between us was one-sided, like I was the only one who felt it and then he said things like that. I was just confused.

We were going to be together for four months and maybe then we could figure things out like normal people. Or maybe it would be super awkward.

There was about half an hour left until we wanted to meet up at the tour bus and leave for the next city. And all those other following cities.

I arrived about fifteen minutes early and saw Adam talking on the phone. He was talking professionally to somebody but when he saw me he still managed to shot me a quick smile.

"Hey Rockstar, talking to important people?" I asked when he finally got off the phone.

"Yeah, at least they think they're important." He ran his fingers through his perfectly shiny dark hair. How I wished I could do that to him.

"The tour didn't even really start yet and I'm already annoyed. That's not how this should work, Tommy." he whined disappointed.

"Can I hug you?"

I didn't answer him, just stepped closer to him and slung my arms around his body. I felt his hands soothingly rubbing my back while I nuzzled into his chest, breathing in his wonderful scent and listening to his heartbeat calming down again.

I didn't feel like I could really encourage him with this because I was so much smaller than him but maybe he found some comfort in comforting me. Or maybe we were comforting each other, maybe we needed each other.

Eventually I closed my eyes and gave myself to him. I knew I needed this just as much as he did. Adam pulled me in even closer to him, it felt like our heart beats synchronized.

I'm glad I arrived that early because just when we were able to end our moment and separate our bodies from one another Cam, Isaac, Monte and a few other people started to join us, all ready to kick off the tour. We were quite a big group actually, on tour there's not just the band but also the dancers, the people who do the lighting and the stage and so on. It was professional but we all got along with each other very well and basically living in a bus with the band, the people that I now considered my best friends, should be fun. But I didn't know if it would work out to be together with Adam every second of every day. It could be so painful or maybe I would have the time of my life. Nothing seemed to be impossible anymore.

*Adam's POV*

We were driving since a few hours when it started to get dark outside, the weather was also different than in California. We made ourselves a home in there already, which means it was pretty messy. Keeping such a small space clean and tidy is not easy even though I had some experience on this.

We talked about literally everything during the first hours but now there was nothing left we could possibly be talking about.

I lay in bed and was on my phone, stalking myself to be honest. What the media claimed they knew about me. Isaac was sleeping in the bed above mine and Tommy was right on the other side. It sounds creepy but I really looked forward to be watching him sleep.